Tuesday, 29 April 2008

Welcome To The Morgue....... Part I

Ok......... So.... the 9th April saw me hospital bag packed with stuff I might need and stuff I probably didnt need....me blankie, and me chicken books, me novels and me 'how to make the perfect compost'.... A pile of HUGE,WHAT I refer to as 'hospital knickers' ya know, those big comfortable ones that ya can stretch and pull up under ya armpits..I know, I know, dont do nuffin for sexy but jebus are they soul food for ya bum lol....

Me matie Sharon with her 10 year old Chloe picked me up, they was me carriage into the house of death :)....

I was in good spirits, but deep inside I was wellabit scared for various reasons.... one, having to go through this on me own, and two cos of the shit thats happened before under operation conditions.... we so laffed on the way to the hospital.... its a bugger of a place to get to, its the old Military Hospital in Gosport... ya know with armed guards on the security gates and form filling in just to get the car into the base without it being taken away and blown up lol

So, we gets there a little late, but I decided to give Sharon and little Chloe a tour of the acres and acres of grounds and a look at the beautiful old buildings etc.... me, well I LOVE old buildings but to me peasant maties they dont mean squatt lol...



See, aint the side of that building just lovely....

Me matie had never been into Haslar before... and for the untrained eye it can be a bit of a shock..... its not like our QA (Queen Alexander) Hospital at Cosham, which is like 6 beds to a ward etc..... Haslar still has the old 24 bed military wards, with 20 foot arched ceilings and windows high above the ground so unless ya stand on ya bed ya cant see out.... it still has the 'Doctors Station' in the middle of the ward, and sometimes its a mixed ward with blokes to the left of the main arch and hotties to the right.... well, if ya can call elderly hip and knee patients well into their 70-80s hotties LOL..... Jebus I so should of gone 'private' lol

I dont know if anyone but a handful of you would know the famous well British institute of comedy films back in the day called 'The Carry Ons'.... well the wards in Haslar are very much like the Carry On Nurse Film, and at any moment one expected Hattie Jakes and Barbara Winsor or Syd James to come from behind a curtain with a huge injection or something lol...... yep the look on Sharon and Chloe's face said it all LMFAO..



I think this is probably to dark to make out much... but see what I mean about OLD FASHIONED wards.... now, where is that Syd James LMFAO.....

It was a civilian ward, the army orthopedic ward was below us on Level 2.... and no matter how many times I asked during my stay at Haslar they just wouldnt transfer me down a level to be in the Army ward :)...... maybe it was the sight of me HUGE hospital knickers that swayed the balance LOL.....

So, me matie Sharon is a Londoner, and we are in many ways like chalk and cheese.... she dont do animals and most certainly not chickens, she dont do mud and digging, she is a bit of a townie and she most certainly DONT do old fashioned stuff, she likes modern things and laffs at me when I get excited about old buildings and clocks and chickens and all that I wrap myself around...... so, I was just gagging to see her reaction to the ward where I would be staying...... ya see, she aint never been to Haslar before.... and to those of the 'modern magazine age' I just know it was gonna be a bit of a shock..... and I watched her face turn from a smile to a look of horror as we walked down the middle of the huge ward towards Bed Number 3 at the far end that had me name on it.....

As we walked down the middle of this huge ward, to either side were beds upon beds of what seemed like 'little old dead people'.... I seemed to be the youngest occupant by at least 20 years... grey, waxed faces with paper thin skin stared back at us from starched white hospital pillows emblazoned with 'The Property of Haslar' across the neatly folded corner... just incase in a drug infused stated one wondered where one was.... either that or it was to stop anyone stealing the bedding ;) - but thats another story lol....



This is the little 'dead person' that lay opposite me for a few days before I was expelled from 'that end of the ward'.... see how scarey it is.... I was the youngest by at least 20 years.... I didnt wanna be here, I didnt wanna be no crimple.... not old and infirm.... I asked the nurse to please tell me that these people came in like this, with their death masks and they didnt come in young and full of life and get processed into this morgue'ick state post surgery..... she just smile at me and patted my hand...... WTF....

With names like Edna, Doris, Betty, Margret and Edith hanging above their beds like tombstones in a by gone era.... some of these people surely had died in the night and no one had noticed, they lay there, dead still with just the sound of their machines whirling and buzzing around them... teeth in glasses smiled back at us from every bedside cupboard, grinning at us, Chloe swears that she saw one set of choppers open and close as if trying to tell her something.... I told Chloe just to walk straight ahead and just to focus on our destination of Bed 3..... but we could not help but stare and gaze at those beds filled with tiny and not so tiny bodies..nurses scurrying around wiping dribbling mouths and pulling curtains around patients with sounds of 'oh Doris you have slopped all over the bed, you need to sit still on the bedpan' and 'Never Mind Ethel, it will come out in the wash'....

My eyes kept looking at the side of each bed, at those 'bags' hanging there..... Bloody hell, almost everyone had 'AUNTIE MORRIS's hung from their beds in different stages of fullness, hanging and swaying like yellow flags with every squeeze of their elderly bladders...... I needed to go home, I couldnt do this.... I would not be coming out of this place alive.....

~~~Explanation on 'AUNTIE MORRIS'~~~

My Auntie Freda use to have to have a colostomy bag due to becoming disabled later in life.... it use to hang from her wheelchair like some trophy...and we would joke about it, cos there was no getting away from it just staring at ya whilst visiting and enjoying tea and crumpets, as much as one can enjoy tea and crumpets whilst feeling seasick by the motion of the contents inside Auntie Freda's see through 'bag'....... anyways.... there was no other option but to embrace the bag as much as we embraced me Auntie Freda who was me Uncle Daves wife and was, when growing up, more of a mum and dad to me then anyone I had known..... so....

Why did I call 'the bag' AUNTIE MORRIS and not Auntie Freda..... well, ya see, the summer me Auntie took possession of 'the bag', me and some of me maties of the time had all gone down to Southsea Common where there was a vintage car show going on.... ya know, where all these nutters.... opps I mean enthusiasts would show off their cars all polished and shiny for everyone to owww and arhhhh over of a by gone age..... well, I never liked the fancy posh big cars, one of me most favourite little cars was the Morris Minor... a right proper British car... I always looked at them and their funny little rounded shape and have visions of jelly moulds on wheels lol......... anyways..... all these little cars would be displayed with their bonnets up so that we could all comment on the little engines.... well, ya know, an engine is an engine to me, but I was trying to gather the enthusiasum whilst looking under the bonnet... ya know, these saddos.... opps ... these people had taken their time and energy to come and show us their pride and joys, so the least one could do was to pretend to be interested........ and as I looked under the bonnet of a Morris Minor I saw something, something I just couldnt take me eyes off of.... it was a sign..... it had to be..... it was right...... there hanging on the side of the engine was a tube, my eyes followed the tube down until it joined 'a see through bag' yes a plastic sort of bag filled with water.... visions of me Auntie Freda's bag washed over me like a summer shower.... it was a sign.... the little bag in the car contained the windscreen water for washing the windscreen, ya know, ya press a button on the dash and water comes out of the windscreen wipers and it cleans ya screen.... it was almost the exact copy of what hung from me Auntie Freda's wheelchair, only this bag was filled with clear liquid that would be coming out and not yellow liquid going in......

So from that day forth... me Auntie Freda's 'bag' was always referred to as an 'Auntie Morris' in honour of the little Morris Minor car and its bag of windscreen water.........ya know me by now, I seem to have a pet name for most things in life lol...

Anyways, see how I go off on a different track LOL

We continued to slowly walk down the centre of the morgue, slowly making our way to 'my bed' we passed the main desk with smiles from nurses and nods and ticking of forms and as I looked to the left I could see high up in the corner of the arch one single telly, blinking and scrolling up and down with the tune and visions of 'The Telly Tubbies' blaring out from the sunlight.... WTF...... the look on me face must of said what my mind was thinking cos one of the nurses said 'oh thats for Clara, she's a couple of pennies short of a quid and it calms her down......Calms her down, bloody calms her down.... Im sure there was a mistake, surely this was a mental institute ward.. I didnt belong here, or I did.... flashbacks of 'One Flew Over The Cuckcoos Nest' buzzed around me head and I smiled.... maybe I had found where I truely belonged..... maybe I was home LMFAO.......

So, I diverted me eyes to the left, opposite the blinking telly, to see who Clara was that needed calming...... it was not a sight for delicate eyes, I told Chloe to keep walking and not to look.... there in a bed lay what seemed like the tiniest skeleton body that I had ever seen, eyes sunken into dark sockets, with skinny legs dangling out of the sheets, she really should of put on a pair of knickers, those old landing flaps were NOT a sight I really needed to be seeing in my state of mind.... in the coming week this little old lady was to become someone that I sat with for hours and talked to.... she actually wasnt a loonie, she was just scared and in pain and very frightened..... but that first glimpse was sure scarey for me and certainly for Chloe......

We got to me bed..... where I was shown where to put me stuff, to which I replied.... its ok, I dont think I will be staying so I'll just leave me stuff in me bag if thats ok with everyone........ the nurse just smiled at me, and said..... it can be a bit daunting when ya first come in....... Jebus, she had no clue LMFAO....

We sat and answered the same questions on different forms over and over again.... just formal stuff..... we did laff though and the young nurse sort of clung to us like some life line in this mad house.... she did at one point ask me and Sharon if we had been drinking cos we kept laffing, to which young Chloe replied...... nope, Mel dont drink but me mum does get drunk some Saturday nights LMFAO...(the nurse was giggling by now).... they are always like that together..... so Chloe answered the rest of the questions LMFAO....

One Anethetis (that so aint spelt right) ya know one of the people that is responsible for making sure ya either out of it during an op or at least cant feel anything..... well, he came to have a chat.... he must of been about 6'7" and as thin as a pin and he was a little abrupt and matter of fact.... didnt take a shine to him.... and he had the skinniest arse I have ever seen on a bloke.... not that Ive seen many blokes arses but you know what I mean.....

This bloke drew an arrow on me leg, the one that was to be operated on, just to make sure they had the right one..... which Chloe then decided to decorate as a little man LMFAO....



I dont think art school is on the cards for Chloe.... we also wrote.... DO NOT TICKLE on the souls of me feet and......GO NO HIGHER on me thigh LMFAO......which seemed to caused a few laffs in theatre :)

Then the second anethetis bloke came to have a chat, he would be the one putting in the spinal block, ya see, I had decided that I wanted to be awake during the operation, just so that I could keep an eye on what was going on, and to make sure they knew what they were doing..... this second bloke so laffed, and made a comment of...... oh this one is gonna be such fun, Im glad you have choosen to be awake lol.... I told him that I liked his sense of humour and that the other bloke was a 'bit dead' in that department.... and he said.... thats cos HE is army and straight laced... he is in the parachutte regiment and they can be a bit formal so to speak...... he said they would both be doing their 'bedside manners' during me op, so I was to be nice to the other bloke LOL



Here he is..... Mr lack of humour bumless gas chamber army blokie......he wouldnt turn round and let me take a photo of his non-bum lol

All to soon it was time for me matie and Chloe to leave, leave me to simmer in this house of dead people.... we walked back down the centre of the ward, nodding and smiling at waxen faces, that seemed to smile back.... maybe they had heard our laughter from behind the curtains whilst filling in all the forms..... maybe they knew they were indeed still alive and were not in heaven or hell......

All the way down in the lift me matie Sharon kept saying..... Mel, I dont think I can leave you here..... I cant leave you here..... but I knew I had no option, not now I was here..... we clung to each other outside in the car park.... she was sobbing as was Chloe and the tears just ran and ran down me face, my body shook and heaved with sobs.... I didnt wanna stay here on me own.... I just wanted to go home.... Sharon peeled herself off me and climbed in the car, trying to smile and say encouraging words to me.... all the time with tears streaming down her face, Chloe was inconsoleable.... and was shouting... mum dont leave Mel here dont leave Mel here..... I told her just to go, just to go and I would ring tomorrow.... little did she realise I would be ringing within the hour with plea's to come and get me, begging her to come and spring me from this place.......as she drove away, waving frantically out of the window with shouts of WE LOVE YOU..... I sat down on the stone steps, tears running down me face.... I sat on these steps for almost an hour, trying to compose meself, trying not to feel the lonelieness creep within my soul.... thinking of how for over 200 years people have sat on the same steps thinking the same thoughts......

After an hour, I pulled meself together and wandered back to E6, which was to be me home for the next 8 days...... I was met with smiles from the nurse, she could see me red swollen tear stained face.. she knew....she smiled and said.... dinner is on its way.... yours would of been ordered for you this morning as you were not here to choose..... get something inside ya, it will make ya feel better........ little did she know, I hadnt eaten for 2 days cos I have this fear of BEDPANS LOL and I always think, if ya dont eat for a few days before going into hospital then ya've less chance of needing the 'dreaded' bedpan........ one of the things on me list that I DONT DO lmfao....

So..... me dinner came.... I knew before I even lifted the silver dome on me tray that there would be a sign for me there.... a sign, waiting for me to unravel and figure out........ and sure enough..... there was a sign..... ya see...... on both me wrists not only was there me hospital braclets with me name and age and hospital number on, but there was also a bright RED tag stating that I was allergic to PORK and geletine..... couldnt get clearer then that...... its like a peanut allergy.... pork or geletine could kill me..... and as I lifted the dome to see what dinner there was that I was not going to eat anyways cos of the 'bedpan plan' I was faced with SWEET AND SOUR PORK..... LMFAO..... hahahhahahaha..... its a sign I tell ya.... the look on me face must of been a look of horror...... whats the matter love the dinner trolley bloke said.... dont ya like the look of it.......... emmmmmm, I said, I aint being picky or anything and I dont like to make a fuss, but you do realise I DONT DO PORK dont ya, *waving both me red wrist bands at him* oh my he said..... that could of been a bit dodgy..... ok love, he said... looking at the back of the trolley.... there's another dinner back here..... do ya like sausages with mash....... mint and lamb sausages, I ask?....... opps he said..... nah they are pork and apple LMFAO......... well..... it was truely a sign for sure...... so I didnt have me last supper.... ya know, ya last rights, ya last meal before 'death day'..... it was a sign of what the week would unfold, Im now sure of that.... which bit of PORK WILL KILL ME didnt they get lmfao......



Yep, it clearly states in red PORK ALLEGRY lmfao....

I could see I would have to be watching out for meself in this place.... so the safety barriers went up and me hard head came on and the alarms were set.....

Tiz ok I mumble to the bloke..... I dont think Im up to eating anyways.... so as the elderly slurped and sucked their way through mountains of sweet and sour pork, all I had in my head was visions of stinking overflowing bedpans the following day....

So, instead of sitting and listening to pork being gummed to death and sponge puddings mashed to a pulp and sucked down, I wandered back down the ward cos I had spied a 'visitors room' at the end of the ward.... in which was a telly and some of those upright 'elderly chairs' which were actually wellabit comfortable lol.... maybe I would watch the evening news with its coverage of war and death and destruction at least it would take me mind off of the death camp and the disfunction that had surrounded me on E6...... UNTIL.... an hour later when this old bent double lady came hobbling into the room with her zimmer frame (another thing I WAS NOT going to have).... I said hello as she sat opposite me and asked me to turn the telly over cos there was a programme she wanted to watch, and me being the nice person I am thought, ok, well she has right of passage cos she had by the look of her bandages already 'been done'...... so I sat through some crap programme whilst trying to make pleasant conversation with this lady that must of been about 87..... she said her name was Florence (alarm bells going off cos of the name lmfao - those that know KNOW ;) - ) and I told her me name was Melody..... she then asked what I was in for, which I told her..... and then that started her off on some rambling mumbling speech about..... how I ought to not have it done and how I should just get me bags and go home NOW... AND how much the pain tore through ones body and how the younger ya are having it done it actually was harder and more fierce cos they pull ya around and hammer ya bones like ya was an old iron bridge.... she went on and on about bedpans and wee bags and drips and pain and the crap food and how she had wet her self every night.......... in the end I could stand it no more........ I stood up..... and looked around to make sure no one else was within ear shot......... FLORENCE I started off politely...... *still looking around to check I faced this old lady alone*...... Florence..... not being funny and hoping not to sound rude, but would you mind just shutting the FUCK UP..... please go away and do NOT speak to me.... go on.... now shoooo..... get out of here.... you are banned from this room until tomorrow....... go on..... you heard me...... out Out OUt BLOODY OUT.... with that she upped, turned tail and zimmer framed out of me life..... I never saw Florence again... I dont know what became of her.... but people like that so should not be allowed to mixed with the people that had yet to 'be done'...... I know it was rude, I know I swore, I know she was old and infirm..... but at that moment in time...... I DIDNT GIVE A DAM ABOUT anyone but meself......

I stayed in that telly room until 2 in the morning..... I texted me matie Sharon asking her to come get me.... I text me matie Sharkie to tell him how scared I was...... I texted 5 other maties....... and they just all left me to simmer in me own fears......

Cos tomorrow was another day...... it was THE DAY..... and I had to face it alone.....

~~~~to be continued~~~~


Doubt anyone has read down to here LMFAO....... but I just had to get this down for the record..... the next post will contain disgusting photos of the actually operation.....

Yes, me and me camera became a standing joke around the ward....... :) I was nicknamed the japenese holidaymaker LMFAO.......

peace......... X

52 comments:

Lisa said...

I luv the man drawn on yer leg... looks like a mushroom! And is that a tattoo at the bottom of it?

BTW, the hospital where One Flew Over The Cukoo's Nest is actuall still in use and in the town where Almost Grown goes to college! Scary looking place!!

Totty Teabag said...

Keep it coming Mel; I love a good episode of ER Anatomy Ward 10. That Gas Man is no George Clooney/MacDreamy type is he? Hope your casting director pulls his finger out for the next episode.

jolie-jordan said...

Glad to see you are feeling better. When one can actually look back and see the scary parts of the "hospital" visit and find some humor in it...then you know you are on the mend.
Promise to just shoot me before I become one of those old "hotties". It has been a lifelong nightmare for me that I would end up in some home or hospital peeing my bed or having me a "Auntie Morris". And I know I'd be fighting with some other old bitty over the dammed TV.
I'd Probably get whacked for trying to steal someone's dessert.

Yep...just shoot me.

Try to get some time outside in the air and get some sun it'll help you heal and stave off boredom and such. Plus you can snoop at the neighbors and give them something to yack about.

Take care kiddo.

xoxoxoxoxJolie

ChrisB said...

LOL You don't pull any punches! I do believe I did some of my nurse training (62-65) in an identical ward !!!~ that's taken me back~oh the tales I could tell!

I always say never miss a photo opportunity. I have a strong stomach so bring on the gory photos!

Digger said...

Mel -

I dropped a get well card in the mail to you last week and a letter to you today. Hope everything gets better for you - and you're such a little smart ass... putting "E-MAIL" on your envelope. :-)

Digger

Bina said...

Great story! And my God, I wouldn't have wanted to stay in that place either. Is it haunted? If not, it should be! What a great place for ghosts to hang out at!

I SO would have said the same thing to Florence. Maybe she'll think twice about it next time. Geez.

Can't WAIT to see pic's and I'm so very glad you took your camera!

Akelamalu said...

I thought my op was scary but at least I was in a newish hospital! Great to see you back blogging honey. I'm thinking of you. xx

Mei Del said...

i already threw up when you started talking about gumming the pork and full bedpans - eeugh

JBelle said...

Loved the image of those tombstones! Loved the story. Can't wait for the next installment. Antibiotics kicked in now?

Jen said...

So good to hear from you. You have been in my thoughts these last weeks. I go in to the hospital in less than 5 weeks for my c-section and am so glad that I will have a private room. Although I think there will be a different group of patients in the maternity ward. Not many 87 year olds having babies these days! :)

Katrina said...

I'm so glad you're still kickin', Marmie! Don't let anybody hang a sign over your bed yet...lol!

I loved, loved, loved your description of Granny Panties as "soul food for ya bum"! Heehee! You are too precious for words, sweet lady. Keep on bringing us the good stuff. :)

Frum Helen Back said...

OMG, I'm so greatful you did not lose your sense of humor. Maybe I wasn't supposed to be laughing Mel, but just couldn't help myself.

Anonymous said...

So good to have you back and smiling, at least I hope so. I read the whole thing, though you didn't think many of us would. It was very good, and sad in a way as well. I hope your recuperation goes well and life starts to smile down upon you once again. The Stickman

Hammer said...

Morris lol

The arrow was clever.

I've never seen a hospital ward like that except in Benny Hill skits. Almost all the ones over here are private or double with a big curtain.

Can't wait for part II

Robin said...

So happy to see another post. And I hope my husband doesn't see a 'Morris'bag. Next thing you know, it'll be called Brian.

Tori_z said...

Not the best of starts to the hospital trip... *sigh*

I agree that she shouldn't have been saying all that, and probably would have reacted the same as you (either that, or walked out the room and curled up in my bed with a book or something that would stop me thinking about where I was and what she'd said). People shouldn't say stuff like that when you're about to go in for an op. But too many people just start blurting stuff out without even thinking or caring about how it will make the other person feel.

Anyway, I hope the fact you're blogging about the hospital trip is a sign you're on the mend. :)

toadman said...

Oye! Don't you have our number? We've got yours. Oh yeah.. we've got your number lady. We'll be callin you. Callin you OUT!

You'd better be getting better, OR ELSE!

So there. You need tough love...dontcha?

I'll bet the doctors were a lot like this:

click-->Brain Surgeon<--click

~:*:*:Pixie:*:*:~ said...

Oh dear Gawd, Marmy. By the time I was done reading this, my nails were cutting into the palms of my hands!!!

You outlined every single possible fear about surgery and hospitalization - which would be one thing... but you EXPERIENCED THEM.

Poor Marmy... it's good to see you're feeling better... I just wish some things could have been different to keep you from feeling so badly before and after!!!!

Next installment might require anti-anxiety meds in order to read, LOL!

{{{Marmy}}}

Lady in red said...

lmao my mum has had both her knee operations in that hospital and thinks it is the best place to go. Not impressed with QA. I think she was in E5 her bed was right next to the nurses station so she talked to the nurses a lot and got to hear everything tht was going on I think it gave her writers mind fodder for thought.
They couldn't phone me to come and fetch her cos the ward phone got lost.

When I visited my mum the first time I thought they had changed her name cos she was wearing a wrist band that stated 'CHOCOLATE' took me a moment to realise it was cos chocolate gives her headaches.

the psycho therapist said...

WARNING: serious words ahead, non-edit, ramble style

My darling friend, whom I love dearly and have demonstrated such in action many times over,

and they just all left me to simmer in me own fears...and I had to face it alone...

I understand the pain and struggle, fear, associated with being alone and having to face life challenges and I understand the desire, no, need, to have assistance in crisis situations...I also understand the unavailability of others is not intentional...I know anyone that loves me never leaves me alone on purpose and, much as I mourn not having my very valid needs met, there are some things I cannot control and life is incredibly, horribly unfair at times...and none of us get dealt the same cards in a particular lifetime's hand so there will be moments some of us come up with what feels like nothing less than "short"...

You know I know this first hand.

I want you to know everything I have ever done and will ever do for and with you is the best I can do at a given moment and any time I fall short of your expectations I am so sorry, so very sorry, because you deserve the best and I know you need more. I am human. I hold you in my heart and prayers every day, every day. And you know that, too. If not, we need to talk. (smile)

You are a beautiful, loving and wonderful soul and I am proud to call you friend.

{{{You and Me}}}

the psycho therapist said...

And, PS...

I did not think your words referred to me, in particular, but I want you to know you are deeply cared about and I am 100% positive many, many love you.

Inland Empire Girl said...

I think the next plan is to put this whole experience into a television series... of course starring Marmite Toasty!!

Coral said...

Well, you didn't lose your sense of humour!! Good girl!!

I will be writing this weekend, I have had a bit of a hiccough this end so I have not been in the mood.

love and hugs, Mush! (Do people still say that?0

Maggie May said...

Mel............. You need a medal for coming through all that. You had me crying at times & laughing at others. Glad you survived it & look forward to hearing about your stay in Colditz.... I'm sure there is more....... Bloody good post!

MarmiteToasty said...

~(((lisa)))~ well one just has to decorate these things lol.... cripes on the cuckoos hospital, I didnt realise it was actually for real...xxxxx

~(((teabag)))~ That gas man did lighten up in theatre though after something I said, talk about putting me foot in me mouth, but everyone in theatre so laffed, me included lol.... I can only write about my life and observations....xxxxx

~(((jolie my dear friend)))~ yep having a few 'good days' in my head, physically things are not good, but trying not to think about that part LOL.....

I hated/hate being not mobile, it scares the whatevers out of me, and its all I can do at the moment to stop loosing me mind...... I would sit in the garden except its rained non stop for 2 days and 2 nights now lol.... me chickens look like drowned rats cos they insist in standing out in the rain, even though Mabel AINT waterproof LOL....

If I loose me faculties then please feel free to shoot me.... :) much love.....xxxxxx

~(((Crispy)))~ I held me punches real good, cos I was ready to smash Florences head in and lob her out of the window lol.... see, what memories I have stirred within you....

I knew unless I posted pictures then people would not truely really believe just how old fashioned that hospital is....xxxxx

~(((digger))))~ oh you sweet dear, the card arrived yesterday afternoon, it so made me smile, in fact it made everyone laff.... fanks for making my day.... you truely did....xxxxx

~(((bina)))~ Actually they say its haunted, some of the old corridors can be right spookie....

There are also guided tours of the underground tunnels that run for miles under the place, remember is military so many secret places to hide generals and staff during the war etc.....

Yeah lets hope florence learnt her lesson right lmfao...xxxxx

~(((ake)))~ see what I mean now LMFAO......just blogging as and when the drugs allow...xxxxxx

~(((mei del))~ LOL@you, you had better not look at the pictures that will follow when I can get round to me next blob post lol...xxxxx

~(((JBelle)))~ I tried to capture exactly what it was like lol.... the antibiotics must of kicked in cos me temperatures stableish... me leg is still the size of an elephant and very red and swollen, and unbendable and painful, still trying to pluck up the courage to ring the hospital to get it checked, but also thinking, maybe its suppose to be like this and waiting a little... xxxxxxxxx

~(((jen)))~ oh my only 5 weeks left.... I cant wait to see pictures of the new arrival :).... fanks for your thoughts...xxxxx

~(((katrina)))~ its gonna be a while before Im kicking anything lol actually its gonna be a while before Im even walking lmfao.... its all I can do to get from the kitchen and me little lounge and 10 minutes to get up the stairs to bed LMFAO....

LOL@granny panties LMFAO.... to funny.....xxxxx

~(((helen)))~ thats one thing I will never loose as long as I have breath in me body, and thats me sense of humour..... me and me matie through all the horror laffed and laffed and laffed until I almost had to bitchslap her LOL...xxxxx

~(((Stickman))))~ smiling through the problems, I have to, or I will sink under :) - just need to be able to get mobile, cant do much until the swelling and momemt is under control, so now Im going stir crazy lol....xxxxxxxx

~(((hammer)))~ :) well 'morris' is a better name then 'a bag of bodily fluids' lol and yep, knew people would find it unbelieveable about the wards lol....xxxxx

~((((robin)))~ tape a sandwich bag to his thigh whilst he sleeps and he will wake up with a morris on his leg LOL...xxxxx

Answer more later...... have to go lie down LOL.....X

buffalodickdy said...

There should be a sign at hospitals' entrance "Leave your modesty and dignity at the door"...
Some pretty funny stuff here- and sometimes a sense of humour is what gets you through!

MarmiteToasty said...

~(((toriZ)))~ well I couldnt face the ward with 23 other patients and the noise of the night until I was exhausted..... and Florence, well age or no age she just pushed me almost to the limits.... she is lucky I didnt rip out her spleen and toast it :)....xxxxx

~(((toadies)))~ nope I aint got ya number, or I would of ring ya sometimes....

I will get better, I have to, I dont do 'crimple' to well LOL....

LOL@that python sketch.....xxxxxxxxx

~(((pixie)))~ I know, long winded right? but I never plan a post, I just sit and see where me mind and fingers take me, hence me shit spellings LOL..... I can also only write about life experiences and observations around me :).... fanks you.....xxxxx

~(((lady)))~ Ive been in Haslar numerous times for knee ops on me other knee and one before on this one and one of me lads last year had day surgery there..... under its mask its a wonderful place and yes I agree it sure beats QA on so many levels, having been in both.... its just to me maties that aint never been within the gates it was like going to hell LOL......xxxxx

~((((((((((((((Wendy))))))))))))~ I know, and you know I know that I know you know.....sigh....

*and they just all left me to simmer in me own fears...and I had to face it alone...*

This was directed at no one in particular, it was just how it was.... just sometime in my life, before I die, I would love someone to be by my side at times that are hard.... just once.... even though I know deep down and truely that my life is never destined for that..... had to be strong all me life..... you know...... this time it was just a tad harder cos all that had gone on before......

I know you love me as I do you..... and I know about people and lives etc.... I aint completely selfish ya know lol...... sometimes I just struggle.... that all..... time to put back on me 'hard head' like Ive always truely warn before I got a bit soft and let me surface get scratched to reveal that soft centre LOL......

(((((((((you and me)))))))))...xxxxxxxxxx

~(((InlandEmpireGirl)))~ I so dont thin anyone would be interested in me life LMFAO...... oh but do I get to have one of those posh personal trainers lol....xxxxxx

~(((coral)))~ I will never loose that - and even in the worst situations in life that I have ever found meself in - once Ive calmed down - I can find humour in most things :).... and aint mush what old ladies eat for dinner lol...xxxxx

~(((maggie may)))~ it seemed about par for the course with me LMFAO... I dont know why it was even a thought that things would go 'normal' LOL.... nuffin I seem to do or touch is normal lol....in the end I HAD to make the best of what was around me ... xxxxx

~(((buffalo)))~ well I kept all mind.... no morris's or wet beds for me LOL.... more in the following posts :).... xxxxxxxx

toadman said...

Hey Mel, just to keep you chuckling (and not convalescing TOO much), there's also these, which you've probably seen, but they demand to be re-played:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=arCITMfxvEc
and
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BQSbKBTuQBc

Robin said...

Mel, how will we know if you 'lose your faculties'?

PinkAcorn said...

I think your hospital looks like it's in a time warp, lol. You are just too funny. Love the art work.

Hey! Did you know May 4th is International Respect for Chickens Day!!!! Celebrates the devotion of hens to their chicks and deplores the suffering of motherless chickens on factory farms. In this photo, Ruby fosters Ivy, a chick rescued from a factory farm in North Carolina to live in a safe and loving home.
http://news.yahoo.com/nphotos/United-Poultry-Concerns-North-Carolina/photo//080429/480/99dc8ccc2675441e9b0a1433c28e51b2/;_ylt=Ap1ZHrs5HZYfwscGmVKPC9cDW7oF

Hope the link works. Thought of you right off!

Charles Gramlich said...

Love that Ward, and the stories of the Auntie Morris. Good sense of humor. I'm not sure I'd have laughed so much.

The Lehners in France said...

Hi, sorry to drop in un announced, I came via dumdad from France. I agree you can't beat good old belly warmers for comfort. I say I haven't seen a ward like that in 25 years, did you see Hattie Jacques and Kenneth Williams? If that bumless wonder was going to knock me out I'd be off to the nearest exit. As for the "pork, gelatine" armband I was scared that's what you'd be if anything went wrong! I'm touching lots of wood now and hoping for good health. Debs. Great post!

ExpatKat said...

OMG - you're right, it does look like you fell into a "Carry On" film. Did the staff get up to just as much hanky panky? By the look of the surgeon, they need some R&R!

JeanieSpokane said...

Marmie! It is so good to see you back to posting. I hope you are doing really well. Thanks for your post to my blog!

Yesterday was a bad day for me. It was my birthday (well, THAT isn't so bad - I look 20 years younger and nobody believes that I'm as old as God); the bad news is that my mother-in-law died yesterday morning - I have been helping my mate nurse her around the clock while also keeping my day job as a secretary. It's a huge loss for us.

Anyway - been thinking of you! Hugs!

Bob said...

Hilarious. Great writing. :)

Get well soon.

LadyStyx said...

Im so glad to see another post by you. LOL @ the arrowman on your leg. Chloe really has talent there as a cartoonist. You may want to encourage her as much as possible in that aspect. The hospital can be a very scary place. I was stuck in one over the Thanksgiving holiday in 2006 due to gall bladder surgery. Never do I want to go through that again. My hospital couldnt get it right either as I was extremely dairy intolerant (it's not so bad after the surgery). Thanks for the heads up on the next entry. I'll just pop into the comments section before I start reading so I dont see the pix. Hope you're feeling better now.

In_spired said...

Marmie: It is 4:20a.m. I woke up with your post on my mind. I looked at it yesterday but didn't have time to read it. This was my mission this morning; to read from beginning to end! It left me "speechless". You left a comment on my blog yesterday:

If angry at someone, a good hard punch with a knuckled fist to the side of someones temple usually sorts it out :)

There are times when we need to get angry and use a "knuckled fist" and you've been through a time when that would be perfectly acceptable! You are a strong person which will enable you to help many others in the future.

You are definitely a treasure! I appreciate your willingness to 'share your heart'...

Tori_z said...

*nods* I understand that.

How're you feeling today? Any better?

Kati said...

*grin* I'm also loving the fact that y'all made a character out of that arrow.

I love how you take a cruddy experience and find the fun & funny in it. ((((HUGS)))) I hope you're healing well now that you're home with your boys!!!

goatman said...

I really liked the part where you told the old lady off in the TV room. Probably did her some good; sometimes they just need a reality check!

What a tale-- you a true storyteller and I LMFAO alot.
Hoping your dealings with the skinny-ass parachute guy went well and you are healing by now.

Best wishes to ye.

ciara said...

crikey! i haven't been doing too well w commenting on people's blogs lately lol

i'm just glad you're in one piece and back to make us laugh, cry, and all those other emotions that you make us feel.

that hospital looks like all the naval hospitals i've encountered when my dad was in the navy. it's kind of scary to me. well, least they didn't prescribe ya motrin for your knee pain, right? that was the navy's cure-all lol

i hope you're feeling better. i still need to send stuff to brighten your day. i'm behind on getting my mail sorted, too. my x tested for a police dept and i have to fill in a questionnaire about him. i seem to be stuck on whether he has integrity or not lol i will come up w something i'm sure just cuz he needs this job. i'll be posting more about it on my private blog. i'm just slow all around w emails, blogs, snail mail, you name it. LOL

love ya lady! xoxo

Go Figure said...

Okay, seriously, what pictures of yours are not disgusting? Oh,okay maybe of the kids, but...the rest well I rest my case of beer.

Lady in red said...

Now I have just been reading back through your blog for the past few months. you don't believe in writing short posts do you?
I have read all your birthday posts for your boys.
so now I have a few questions
which college did Ben and now Sam go to for music ? My Dan went to Fareham for his Btec in music technology although Elliot will be going to Havant for his Music Btec which is where Ollie doing his maths law and ICT
my baby (Joe)loves animals and wants to join the trampine club at school.
I have brought my boys up virtually alone since birth even though my ex only left 2 years ago I always said I was a two parent family on my own. SF was never there for them. I don't think they have missed out much by not having him here, we are certainly happier and the home is a calmer place. It certainly sounds as though you ahve doen a good job bringing up your boys.

the Harvest Home ....would that be the one in Copnor Road where I sometimes go for social evenings with the dating site.

It was great reading your post about Suvik.... the Navy stopped posting anyone there quite a few years ago now all the work that they did was transferred to my nearest base. I dont work in that field any more as I work in Havant now doing sales and I love it (something I never thought I would ever do). I was imagining the village as you described it. I ahve never stopped there just driven through or past it.

did you know that Pompey ladies have their matches at fareham town ground now or at least they did during the years when I was heavily involved in the club. We had a couple of girls teams but the league had to pull the plug on some of them as teams were dropping out as girls found boys and gave up playing.

SF was only there at the birth of 2/4 of my boys although he was at the hospital. I noticed that yours were over 9lb mine were all big babies too with Ollie being 10lb 2 and elliot the skinny thing that he has always been was 9lb 5

I would have emailed you instead of putting all this in a comment but it wouldn't let me.

LiR

Word Tosser said...

Written as only you could... scaring us along with you... pissing us off along with you and Florence...no Nightengale there... and laughing our heads off until we peed our pants. Yes, writing only as you can.
Many hugs to you kid, and you are a kid, as I graduted from high school the same year you were born. lol... oh, Aunt Morris is suppose to be in a leather bag...lol

Pamela said...

there was something phallic about the arrow man on your leg.

I was clenching my jaw by the time I got to the end of part 1.

I've never seen a hospital like that.. Well I take that back. I visited some injured soldier at Madigan Hospital near Tacoma WA during the Vietnam war.

That was like 40 plus years ago?

In_spired said...

Girl...I pray that you're feeling "top-notch" today.

Maybe you're working on Part II of "Horror in the Morgue"...

Just thinking about you...

Cindy said...

Untold Stories of the ER has nothing on you! I got as far as the teeth in the glasses and lost it. I had to wait till I could quit laughing till the tears ran so I could see to read on. And poor Florence! Not that I blame you!
Anyway, I'm glad you sound like you might be feeling a bit better.
And hey, I sent you another reader who likes chickens- her name is Toni and she rides my bus. The first thing I ask her when she gets on is, "Have you been to Mel's lately?" You're getting a regular fan club amongst my passengers!

KAYLEE said...

NIce post yoU doing better NOW?

Mom not Mum said...

And people wonder why I don't have my knee done while living here in England. LOL

MarmiteToasty said...

PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR NOT BEING AROUND, EITHER HERE OR ON YOUR BLOBS.....

THINGS AINT GOING TO GOOD, AND THE HOSPITAL AND DOCTORS ARE DESPERATELY TRYING TO KEEP ME OUT OF THEATRE TO BE OPENED UP AND ALL THE PROBLEMS THAT WILL GO WITH IT.....

SO IM VERY SCARED AND CONFUSED BY DIFFERING OPINIONS AS WHAT TO DO FOR THE BEST.... AND I FEEL VERY ALONE WITH THIS....

I NEEDED TO BE BACK AT WORK THIS WEEK FOR FINANCIAL REASONS, ITS A BUMMER BEING SELF EMPLOYED, SO MY BRAIN IS TRYING TO SUSS ALL THAT OUT TO.......

IM AT AN ALL TIME LOW, SO PLEASE BARE WITH ME AND I WILL HOPEFULLY TRY AND STICK A PROPER POST UP TOMORROW....

ANYWAYS ENOUGH OF ALL THAT BOLLOCKS....

~(((((Toadie)))))~ aint they just the funniest of clips, Ive always loved monty python even though I was not allowed to watch it as a child, I would sneak around me maties house where they was allowed to watch it :)....xxxxxx

~(((robin))))~ cos I will be standing in a puddle of piss ;).....xxxxx

~(((pinkacorn))))~ fanks for the heads up, we celebrated it by making chicken curry LOL I am hoping to adopt a rescue chicken when Im back on me feet proper....xxxxx

~((((france))))~ welcome to you :) - well the hospital might look old fashioned but it is equiped with all modern stuff lol.... and its very famous locally for its excellent care and compassion and love for its patients.... well for most of them lol.....xxxxx

~(((expatkat)))~ welcome to you to....... yep, much pie throwing lol....xxxxx

~(((JeanneS))))~ Im so very sorry about your mum in law.... how very sad.... HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY WISHES TO YOU...... unders sad circumstances....

Not doing to good if truth be known but trying to stay positive as scared as I am.....xxxxx

~((((((((BOB)))))))))~ cripes, bowing in your presence....a little gobsmacked to see you here.... its NOT suppose to be funny lmfao.....xxxxxxx

~(((ladystyx)))~ welcome.... yep bloody hospitals lol.... thats twice they have messed up me food alergy, the last time a few years ago I went into shock whilst there LOL.... couldnt of been in better hands LMFAO.......xxxxx

~(((in-spired)))~ the comment left on your blob was very 'tongue in cheek' LOL... Im a very non violent person except if anyone messes with on of me kids or one of me maties, then god help them :).......xxxxx

~((((ToriZ)))~ fell like shit LMFAO.....xxxxx

~((((kati))))~ no matter what, I can still find humour in any given situation, sometimes it takes a few days of panic but then I can always see the funny side of most things....xxxxxx

~((((goatman))))~ welcome..... well they are not really stories as such, but observations on things that happen in me life, as are all me posts :)... yeah bloody Florence had it coming lmfao.... poor soul....xxxxxx

~((((((ciara anyones for a squeeze of an army mans bits))))))~ sorry your feeling not up to par, wanna join the club lol

Nah not navy cure but had much morphine.... love me some morphine :).....xxxxxxxxx

~((((((((((((((((((Starr)))))))))))))))~ oh shut it lol....... I'll see if Im up to posting tomorrow the gory photos.......xxxxxxxxxx

~((((LIR))))))~ me lad is at Southdowns College..... thats where me first 3 lads went/are..... my Jacob has his eyes on Sparshott College even though it will mean 3 hours travelling a day, but he is only year 10 at the moment so has just over another year before he has to make that jump.....

Even though no new postings to Dryad they still have many naval personell on base, and it still seems very active.....

Im over at Havant at least twice a week :) - well not of late since me op but usually, I grew up in Leigh Park as a kid, and my Sam use to play for HAvant Hockey Club and Jacob does his trampoling at Havant Leisure Centre....

Nah I meant the Harvest Home, here in this village....

Well me eldest lad was only 8lb 3oz where as all the others were over 9lbers lol

And my X never really took much of an active role in the raising of our lads, he was always to busy working for his fathers business.... so Ive raised them mainly on me own really since they was all born..... I think that is why I never paniced that much when he walked away, cos I had been supporting us all emotionally and financially for years...... hard as it is on ones own when an X has never had the lads weekends or holidays or anything, so its been 24 hours 7 days a week for 7/8 years on me own..... its been very hard.....

marmitetoasty@yahoo.com

xxxxx

~(((((tosser)))))~ well you know me by now, I can only write from me soul lol... I sit infront of the computer and just let my heart spill all thats overflowing within me....

Yep thats me the oldest kid in town lmfao...... ((((Cis)))) xxxxxxxx

~((((pamela))))~ actually now you say it, your right, the arrow looks a little willie like lmfao.....

Yep that hospital dont do much for ones mind when ya first walk in...... and 24 to the ward was a nightmare trying to sleep.....xxxxxx

~((((Inspired)))))~ I pray for top notch, Im sure it will come eventually, just been right proper poorly.....

And I never plan a post lol I just have to sit and type :) - hopefully tomorrow I will find the energy..... fanks for your kind thoughts .....xxxxx

~((((((cindy)))))~ oh my Im so glad you showed up.... I cant work out your blob and how to post - HELP ME - I dont want you to think Ive abandoned ya....

Glad you found the humour in a sorry situation lol

And oh my oh my, you sent people from the 'short bus' to read me blob LMFAO....... I wondered where all the lurkers were coming from - TELL THEM TO COMMENT lol...... love to you girl.......xxxxxx

~(((kaylee)))~ no LMFAO........xxxxx

~(((MnM))))~ I so wish I could of had it done in the states lol.... but no matter where I was something would go wrong, shit sticks to me, it often just follows me around lol.......

I will so need a holiday/break to try and get over this.....xxxxxx

Coral said...

So, I wrote a card, a very nice one and the flippin' ink smeared on the back - so I am so disheartened! When I finally get it together I stuff it up.

When we were kids I remember dad saying 'mush' not like mash, like a mate's name, like you say matie.

We went to Rhodesia and there our maid had a baby, and dad once said to it 'How are you, Mush?' and she was utterly chuffed as 'mushy' was a Shona word meaning nice!! Ha ha, if only she knew what he thought of the little thing!

I hope everything is going better for you, I think of you often, even if I have forgotten how to write.

hugs 'en all

Anonymous said...

reinstate@freewill.com

Malcolm X, assassinated. Martin Luther King, Jr., assassinated.
What is the possibility the "powers that be" refuse to allow a black man as president of the United States?
Imagine his usefulness as martyr. We may have some excitement in store for us.
Al Gore could run for president after the FreeMasons assassinate Osama:::
Considering the nature of this country the possibility of this event is justifiable. The gods would have an open door for scapegoatting, Freemasons one which they will likely use with blacks. Gottta keep the thug life popular.


This is how the gods do business:::::They use temptation and deception to compel people to chase something that has already been decided. It's children who go to "beaven". OLd people have to come back. The gods will use their power to contradict this, corrupting people and compelling them to incurr evil::::They used the Italians to ruin life in the 20th century, cost you the Final Prophet and the result will be death as you wait for the Italian Second Coming of Christ to save you.
This is the god's positioning and it IS going to be enforced. Never forget::::The gods have always offered "protection" to those genuinely religious. It is something that was always respected, even in the wicked 20th century.


As people begin to age the gods employ corrupting tactics. They ultimately begin to look down on the children and the wisdom they recently understood:::
They voluntarily turn their back on their opportunity to ascend and instead embrace evil.
It's not old people who go to heaven. Old people must come back because of the mistakes they've made throughout their lives. Children are the ones who have the opportunity to ascend.


Children are discounted by adults in society. The gods corrupt people as they age, use trust-building tactics and soon adults view the children as ignorant, yet to understand the god's system, and subsequently look down on the children. This is one of the most bitter, painful ironies the gods employ, for people consciously turn their back on and lose their opportunity to ascend::::
Religions teach that old people to go to heaven when they die. They don't. Old people are reincarnated. It's the children who go to heaven, those who have a chance at immortality.
The wisdom the gods impart to children, either through their innocence/purity or religious-based educational pursuits are the gods sharing the truth with their most favored people::::It's the children whom the gods teach the right way for it is the children who have a chance. For example, they teach children to have faith, for understanding the god's geographical clues hurts people by illustrating negative things, opening the door for the god's to employ deceptive tactics.
Old people don't go to heaven. Old people must come back because of the mistakes they've made throughout their lives. It's the children who have the opportunity to go to "heaven". They must behave apprioriately, think correctly and be genuinely god-fearing. Their innocence and lack of desensitization ensures they have a real opportunity to achieve this goal.

This is charecteristic of the gods methodology::::The big prize gone early, deception compels people to chase something that has already been decided. They sent this clue with boss as well. It is also a clue supporting my claim RW&B's german is in fact Christianity's Anti-Christ. Logic also dictates, considering the definition.

This individual was used to justify the repression of alternative technologies, and in the early/mid 20th century the elimination of productivity enhancing developments like Chicago's underground railroad for merchandise delivery to retail outlets.
There are other examples like this as well, notably the railroad on the lower span of the Bay Bridge.
This forced transport via internal combustion vehicles instead.
This is how the gods do business:::They get theirs right off the bat. The #1 industrailist, the #1 capitalist is the Anti-Christ, and he's been "in charge" for 150 years.
Of coruse this is all telepathic theater. He was just a clone host all along. All those industrialists were.
Flanders is on the Simpsons as a clue.


The confusion over this multi-dimentional positioning will serve as an effective tactic, eliminating many additional disfavored in the process, for positioning states the Apocalypse to be a continuation of WorldWarII's Aryan superrace ideals, positioned as punishment for the 5th century invastion of the Roman Empire:::John's Fourth Reich.
This amounts only to "nested theater":::::Levels of positioning enables the gods to scapegoat:::::RW&B merely is the tool the gods chose to execute the final scene of their scripted theater that is human history.




Just as they would have had me chase boss so would they have wanted me to sign on to this theater, evil by definition, and chase this role of Anti-Christ. By doing so I would have incurred evil and would have been punished, painfully "losing" Anti-Christ in the process.
Does that mean RW&B is not the Anti-Christ?? I suspect as they would have "offered" it to me so will there be a fake Anti-Christ for those in these generations to accept as well. But it is a clone host. This is ALL clone host theater, created not as a clue to me but instead designed to be preditory on the disfavored, designed to increase indecency and further the god's goal of justification towards The End.
We were all merely peasants centuries ago, struggling with our disfavor, but without the enormity of temptations, real and telepathic, which exist today.

They have shared I was positioned to some disfavored as the Second Coming of Christ, explaining all the evil surrounding me and RW&B's placement in the "eye of The Beast" was to positon the sabotage of my candidacy (Damien Omen, Big Army Men, etc).
The Big Lie of course is that Christianity is evil. The reverse positioning nature of Planet Earth dictates that good is demonized, as we wintessed in World War II, while evil is put on a pedistal, as we see with the Italians.
The truth? The gods used their tools to create this and the rest of the incidents surrounding this Situation to distract the people from my message, for I speak the truth:::Only you can save you. You have to be responsible for your own relationship with the gods.


The gods are asexual. They have no sex organs nor rectums.
When the gods take children these individuals have the opportunity to become "god-like". Temptations are employed and, if sucessful, these are the individuals who make up the human race's immortals.
I believe there are opportunities that exist for females that do no exist for males. I don't mean to paint with a broad brush but women's "sexual peak" may represent the transistion to "sociological males" and their "fall from grace". Considering today's promiscuity I question whether this is currently applicable, and is yet anther 20th century-earlier phenominah.
I believe Purgatory is real. I think it is a temporary destination, perhaps sparsely utilized until the Apocalypse, but this will be the destination for those who "ascend" during the event. As they've said this planet will too be disposed of one day and it is imperative people try to avoid that destination, for there may be no escaping its fate.

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Females are better people than males
Historically the role of females was as enforcers of decency. Men have god's disfavor and enagage in behavior damaging to themselves and their families. Women who adhered to this crucial role helped the men understand and avoid inappropriate behavior while enhancing decency in their domestic environment. These women sacrifice to help the disfavored:::They are like Jews, scattered throughout Europe to help the misled Christians or the Amish today, living in purity and simplicity.
Many disfavored groups embrace "paternalistic superiority" and believe the men are "entitled"::::;If Italian women tried to enforce decency the men beat and raped them.
The gods subsequently used this Italian charecterisitic to corrupt other morbidly disfavored groups, legitimizing this and other associated behavior whereas decency in society may have been able to hep correct this disfavor. This is very similar to the "clone host" issue, where the gods corrupt normal people into thinking they are one of them.


Forgiveness:::Some Meditereanean preaches the virtues of "forgiveness". I guess. Bunch of preditors pursuing self-preservation. It was their kind and their friends who fucked up Planet Earth.
The Jesus who preached forgiveness was evil, the same Jesus backed by the god's powers via miracles.
"Forgiveness" has made Planet Earth unsustainable.
"Eye for an eye makes the world blind." Oh, no::::"Eye for an eye" conditions people and forces them to behave appropriately.
One goal of the Iraq War was to eliminate Saddam Hussein. Saddam Hussein was an OUTSTANDING leader for the disfavored Iraqis. He kept the peace among the grossly disfavored which, once US pullout is complete, may never be achieved again.
If Saddam Hussein was assigned American urban ghettos the blacks whom resided there would become decent, and their children would have a real opportunity to ascend where none exists today.
"Forgiveness" is yet another dynamic of Christianity which is preditory.
Italians ruined life in the 20th century, yet you still patronize their organizations. The gods interpret this as you have forgiven them for their wickedness. As a result of your "trust" they have CHEATED you out of the Final Prophet, and as victors they will receive Second Coming of Christ. You will be sold on salvation until the day comes when you realize you have been misled. On that day you will realize forgiveness is reverse positioning. On that day you will realize Christianity is evil. On that day you will realize your irresponsibility has costed your life.

This current environment where the gods punish evil covertly enables the perception of evil rewarded and the corruption that results produces a planet which is not sustainable.
We no longer receive largescale contradicting feedback because the gods have decided to end on Planet Earth. Consistant with their methodology it begins with the most disfavored among us first.

Unfuck Planet Earth::::The gods will do everything in their power to prevent this, maintaining the myriad of temptations they instilled, for they worked very hard to set up this degenerative environment, ensuring Earth is not sustainable.



Don't be distracted by their middle-management tactic. Considering how many racist Italians there were expect the high-heeled transsexual's Boot is represented out working the streets of Oakland, as it was so prevalient during the homosexaul explosition in the 20th century, ironically. The gods LOVE their poetic justice:::"Tough guys" come back as transsexuals. Cashier at GSq. is (was) there for a reason.
"It's not fair." Fair woudl have been to make an example of Italians as they stepped off the boat, but this killing spree woudl have helped Earth maintain sustainability, and the gods used the Italians for something quite the opposite.
"And the Jews!!!", the Italian's 20th century partners in crime. And it's not just the obvious::::The Jews were very active in the social deterioration that was the 1960s.
The Meditereaeans are European's inferiors, yet the god's positioning put them on a pedistal as corruptor AND clue::::This is the region where the gods killed untold tens of thousands in the Noah's Flood event. Their women traditionally consume alcohol and it severely impacted the culture's decency. The Jews fell for Joshua's warmongering despite witnessing Moses firsthand. 1906 was used to corrupt Italians, compelling them to engage in unspeakable evil. Positioning says they compensated the Jews for WWII, revenge for the 5th century german invasion of the Roman Empire. The reality is the gods used money as a corruptor, casting vasts numbers of both groups into Damnation with this tactic snd employing the perception of evil rewarded to corrupt all of us effectively.


The gods expend most of their efforts planning for and executing temptation designed to test people::::Considering the premiere importance they place in evil in the context of executing their strategy I suspect good takes a back seat.
Christianity is a lie. They have an interest in maintaining this perception of an absentee Christian god, lest people become genuinely god-fearing. The alternative is embracing the concept of "evil god", much like the black pimps I speak of above.
The gods are like pimps. They pimp everyone who complies with their lies, and like in Oakland you won't get anything out of it either.


As the Italian legacy is preditory on others, Irish legacy is preditory on their own kind. Preditory on their own children.
Not all Italians were gangsters, and not all Italians fell prey to the god's 1906 positioning. Similarly, not all Irish prey on their own children. But if my family were Italian we'd be the godfather. Certainly we're on the list.
"Camera's broken!"
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There is one geographic clue I have not addressed in years:::Uranus, a planet tilted 90 degrees on its axis. I have stated in years past that I think this is yet another geographic clue offered by the gods, this one suggesting the fate of planet Earth, that tectonic plate subduction would be the method of disposal:::Earth’s axis will shift breaking continental plates free and initiating mass subduction.
Undesirables will either perish in the government marijuana erradication program "gone awry" or be the recipients of reparations granted by the US government because of it.
Or both.
I believe the New Testiment battle of the Anti-Christ and the Second Coming of Christ will ocurr in subsequent years SPECIFICALLY because these people will be distracted with the money during the event.
When the Earth's axis shifts people will be cast into outer space with gold cards in hand.
I think this was foreshadowed on an episode of the Simpsons where Homer and Bart are on the disfavored ship and eject, only to experience a sense of euphoria, expand then explode in the vacuum of space.

Recall I recently brought up the possible Manifest Destiny-positioned Chinese invasion of the United States (west coast) upon economic abandonment by their clone host tools (economic destruction and deterioration.mp3). They have mentioned this in years past.
Newspaper just made a curious change where they combined the sports and business sections, and to properly read the business section you need to read "backward". Like Asian languages.
Tariffs. The gods are instruct their tools to defend open free trade, as they will to the bitter end. The gods have a script and they need economic (d)evolution sufficient to justify what they have scripted for our future, so they use their tools to adamantly defend this concept of fair trade::::The time for tariffs has long since past.
Recently they have stated that the Chinese are holding US paper. Some patriot W is, selling US debt to communists. Perhaps the invasion will be a way to "redeem" these bonds after they've fallen into default.
Incidentally, the Chinese recalls (lead-based paint on toys, toothpaste, etc) may be in preparation for this invasion, a tactic esuring a percentage of disfavored affected will fight to the bitter end.
I've recently stated how the gods will use the Japanese as role models to the Chinese as China becomes increasingly Westernized. Expect a cultural movement celebrating Japanese culture in decades prior, much as we witnessed in the west in the past.
If we do witness a Chinese invasion on American soil don't be surprised if the very same tactics the Japanese employed on the Chinese will be used on us. Lack of empathy is a dynamic the gods will find important in the context of justification, niggers:::
I've recently stated how the gods will use the Japanese as role models to the Chinese as China becomes increasingly Westernized.
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Recall how Americans so frequently laughed at the French for their lack of military response when confronted by the Nazi army. To resist would have been suicide. Their reaction was appropriate. The opposite would be one as we witnessed in Vietnam. These are morbidly disfavored Asians and take great pride in their resistance. The gods DO use their pride in resistance by positioning in appropriate temptation, ensuring minimal sucess.
If events transpire I recommend you respond like the French and not like the Vietnamese. If this is a west coast event it may not have serious effect but if it is nationwide the United States will lose over a hundred million in the South and midwest.
DO I believe this is a possibility? I think the "leveling of the playing field" that has ocurred in the late 20th century eliminated the possibility of using the Chinese to save us from ourselves.

It doesn't matter. McCain doesn't have a chance. Osama's too good. The debates will be one-sided. He has a better chance against Hillary. I can get into the explanation that the gods only use their power to hurt the disfavored, but you've already heard it. Consistant with this, expect gas to climb to $4 if not $5 this summer, ensuring the election is delivered to the wrong candidate::::They've used the price of gas to punish the people for electing the wrong person. In addition, public response to recent poor economic reports ensures conservative behavior, another factor which is intentionally damaging to McCain's chances.
IN 2000 you didn't have a choice, and they sent this clue very nicely with proceedings surrounding the election (just like the 2008 Democratic candidate due to Superdelegates!!!). But 2004 was different. In an ironic twist it will be just the opposite this year, where the gods use the price of gas and run-down economy diverts you TO their prefered candidate. It's ocurring intentionally for this purpose.
You idiot redneck political types are the chumps here. 1998::::Something for everybody. Clinton's impeachment was for people like you. ANYTIME the kids support a candidate it is a RED FLAG, and they supported Clinton in 1992.
It is VERY important that you think clearly::::::::It's important you differentiate between your thoughts and when the computer thinks through you. They've led many into Damnation with this tactic.
I'd like to note "Deja vu", a clue the gods offer to the disfavored::::In an incident similar to the 1998 Clinton impeachment, Osama delivered his speech on race one day before the 5-year anniversary of the Iraq War.

As I noted before in an earlier version:::Arizona is good. Arizona fought making MLK Day a holiday. CNN shares McCain voted against making MLK Day a holiday in 1983.
This is quinessential reverse positioning::::People don't recognize the positive and instead are deceived by the god's reverse positioning, costing themselves the best candidate for the job.
7.44's Port Chicago explosion, in the "eye of The Beast", was a planned incident in WorldWarII. The Italians who planned WWII knowingly used Port Chicago as the seeds of Civil rights because of this symbolism.
Segregation is favor bestowed upon people. Integration represents a deterioration which the gods will use as justification. Considering its global effect people should be alarmed:::We have witnessed a global "leveling of the playing field" event.
Prior to civil rights blacks had their own press. In the absence of civil rights they would have grown into legitimate media outlets. This is not to say the gods wouldn’t have put forth contradictory Manifest Destiny programming to counter, but blacks would have had a choice where none exists now. Similarly, black industrialist would have arisen to serve the black community, and the presence of these black billionaries would have fored the gods to factor them into positioning, excluding such Manifest Destiny abused such as AIDS in Africa, drive-by gangbanging and the crack epidemic.
Civil rights is a wonderful example of a "Big Lie", reverse positioning that can help people see and think clearly. They sent this clue to blacks with MLK's "If I had to sneeze" speech.
McCain's our man.

After 2003 John McCain stated his opposition to the war. Despite this pro-war "party line" he must adhere to as the Republican candidate I'd like this opposition used during the campaign. Without it he is finished.
"McCain's a dinosaur." So was matchmaking. So was decency.
People don't understand this issue. They see Osama and think he's the best candidate because he's appears to have more favor. Never look for consistancy, for Artificial Intelligence is infinitly dynamic:::They make W sound like an idiot when he speaks for a different reason. Also, "sumbling" and "idiot" likely have separate meanings associated. Sorry. It's not supposed to be easy.
The gods have their plan and they aren't going to allow any "do-gooders" interfere with how they intend to proceed:::When they put forth good they create tactics to play off the public's misconceptions::::Make him stumble over his words, etc. The gods send this clue in the Situation:::I'm trying to help people and they ruin my delivery to ensure the number of people who are receptive is minimized.
Don't forget::::The gods will create the perception of favor then corrupt the disfavored with it. My example is Mormons who have the appearance of favor. The gods use this to corrupt the others, even use it to enhance the ranks of LDS. And if any of you LDS think that "We've changed." can look to the Catholic Church as the roots of Christianity to help you understand.
Yes both candidates are clone hosts. Yes the gods will switch them out to justify them being good or evil, depending on how the script reads. But much as I explained this "multi-dimentional" thinking is not for you. The gods use this as a corruptor. They'll sell this, lie to the disfavored and use this as temptation.
"Your child is Hitler. Fuck him over." is just one example:::If you don't do the best you can for your children the gods will punish you.
This is the life into which you've been placed. This is the life on which you will be judged.


In case you are still interested in the god's Planet Earth theater, favored redwhite&blue is a MAJOR player, and their favor is significant to justify not only the destruction of my life but the destruction of the Final Prophet and Planet Earth as well::::
Favored redwhite&blue is the true enemy of the people. I suspect consistant with this they are positioned responsible for the environmental deterioration that the repression of alternate technologies has wrought.
The gods put their positioning into place and then enforce it:::Christianity, Manifest Destiny, Sigmund Freud's psychoanalysis, 1906's New Roman Empire. I suspect World War II's Nazi ideals of "Aryan superrace" is another example of the gods getting their tools into place for the theater that will be the Apocalypse.
Because of their status as enemies of the New Roman Empire the germans are going to be positioned as the destructors, similar to how they were portrayed in World War II.
Don’t be surprised if favored redwhite&blue turns out to be the Anti-Christ and leads the Fourth Reich, fulfilling this positioning and proving to the world the destructive nature of this economic system. This may not be exactly how their script reads, but the god's have a BIG SURPRISE like this to spring on the disfavored, and it will contain an insult like this as a clue NOT to watch this theater::::::Expect they will fulfill some contrived positioning foreshadowed in WorldWarII:::Some American plays the role of hero and emerges as the Second Coming of Christ for this final scene.
Who will it be? Italian? Look for at least the mother to be Italian, consistant with matrilineal descent, allowing the New Roman Empire to claim the Second Coming of Christ. It’s all just theater. The gods don't admit any of this because people woudl freak, especially as we approached the big day.

People may say “How can they poisiton favored redwhite&blue in as the Anti-Christ?” It may be consideration. Don’t forget:::They prey on enemies of the Roman Empire out of respect for their Manifest Destiny superiors.
The gods positioning the Italians gave it to him for his loyalty. They gave it to him for his efforts to defeat alternate technologies/energy sources, ensuring the people would be delivered to the point of desperation.
It’s all theater. The gods position it that the New Roman Empire is dooling out the “big prizes”, and Anti-Christ is a big role. Likely the gods position it as it buys him immortality in the context of this absentee-Christian god positioning. The “help” of this “back hand” is the gods positioned that he needs this to achieve immortality because of all the evil he engaged in during the course of his life, building his organizational empire.


There is a issue with timing and the beginning of construction of disfavored redwhite&blue's center, one where this company looks bad.
I personally believe the favored redwhite&blue is the element of favor necessary for my failure, for if it were just the disfavored redwhite&blue involved the gods would have let them fry and we would have had a full-blown prophet event, one where our “absentee Christian god” emerged and revealed themselves.
In addition favored redwhite&blue had to maintain appearances. Disfavored redwhite&blue is Italian and was VERY involved in the 20th century's ugliness.
My life was destroyed becuase the gods had to create unrespecability in the context of positioning. Evident by their easily-discovered evil, disfavored redwhite&blue wouldn't have cared if I was respectable or not, for they were involved in great evil against the respectable.
Favored redwhite&blue is why I am fat. Favored redwhite&blue is why I was sedintary, for if I were respectable the gods wouldn't have been able to position favored redwhite&blue into the Situation. Because of their ethnicity they get the priveledge of looking good. This is one reason why they got that prior knowledge and constructed their center before the Situaiton began::::Favored redwhite&blue is the TRUE Enforcer.
Incidentally, in the course of this Situation the gods made many movies, using daily events in my life as inspiration. One of note:::Unhappy about the god's behavior in the context of this event, while in favored redwhite&blue's facility I looked at their mascot and flippantly declared::::"Why don't you make a movie about these things?" Two years later ____ came out.
They won't admit this because favored redwhite&blue has to maintain their reputation based on integrity, any creative claims countering this truth were attemtpts to protect this, for this movie was unseemly and was very telling about the direction the gods were taking the people.
And, as an added bonus they had their scapegoat without actually compensating him!!! Welcome to the pathology of the gods.
In case you are still interested in the god's Planet Earth theater, favored redwhite&blue is a MAJOR player, and their favor is significant to justify not only the destruction of my life but the destruction of the Final Prophet and Planet Earth as well::::
Favored redwhite&blue is the true enemy of the people. I suspect consistant with this they are positioned responsible for the environmental deterioration that the repression of alternate technologies has wrought.
The gods put their positioning into place and then enforce it:::Christianity, Manifest Destiny, Sigmund Freud's psychoanalysis, 1906's New Roman Empire. I suspect World War II's Nazi ideals of "Aryan superrace" is another example of the gods getting their tools into place for the theater that will be the Apocalypse.
Because of their status as enemies of the New Roman Empire the germans are going to be positioned as the destructors, similar to how they were portrayed in World War II.
Don’t be surprised if favored redwhite&blue turns out to be the Anti-Christ and leads the Fourth Reich, fulfilling this positioning and proving to the world the destructive nature of this economic system. This may not be exactly how their script reads, but the god's have a BIG SURPRISE like this to spring on the disfavored, and it will contain an insult like this as a clue NOT to watch this theater::::::Expect they will fulfill some contrived positioning foreshadowed in WorldWarII:::Some American plays the role of hero and emerges as the Second Coming of Christ for this final scene.
Who will it be? Italian? Look for at least the mother to be Italian, consistant with matrilineal descent, allowing the New Roman Empire to claim the Second Coming of Christ.

This entire event was something special, and consistant with segmentation they lied to different disfavored based on their chances :::Saved or The Damned.
To The Damned I am an enemy of the Roman Empire, someone to be destroyed and used, and if the disfavored found that acceptable it worsened their lot, costed them hope and was a clue any recovery would be a very tough road to hoe.
The saved saw other clues, boss, natural calamities, and it gave rise to me as a possible historical figure. The gods offered clues that neither "savior" nor "new king of Earth" was possible, for Christianity positioning is going to be fulfilled and Earth has to die.
I don't think we were ever talking about Second Coming of Christ in public circles, for this would have implied The End and that would have compelled people to freak. But in the context of private positioning, perhaps to clone hosts in The Beast, certainly to me, there may have been some connection::::
Jesus of course was Jew, and they positioned this was a competition, reasoning "Since the Jews got Jesus they get this too.", and that's why I was hired by the Jew. Expect this was a way to enhance the theater among the disfavored.
So positioning states by delivering me to these New Roman Empire monsters they knew I'd get fucked, and in the process forfeit this historical role, to the Jews, perhaps an Italian, for Italians granted "charity wealth" to Jews for planning/implimenting WWII and the Holocaust.
In light of this "New Roman Empire", since Christianity's HQ is in Rome expect the Italians played some part in this historical, religious context.
They suggested this event may already may have happened. If so this was the FAKE battle of good and evil, FAKE battle between the Second Coming of Christ and the Anti-Christ. They suggest the phoniness about it which was communicated to the disfavored telepathically was a clue. Ironically, this Situation is the REAL battle of good and evil, me vs. the gods.
When the REAL battle of the Second Coming of Christ and Anti-Christ occurrs it will be theater, a staged event, and the Second Coming of Christ will "lead out" a pre-selected group, all of whom sign on to the god's Christianity positioning, ironically incurring evil by participating and limiting their time in the process.
Italians:::"(We're all that. We deserve Second Coming.)" And they're going to get it.
The Boot will fuck you yet again::::People know Jesus isn't the son of god, yet this is what the Bible dictates as requirement to be saved.
Those whom the Second Coming will "lead out" will be a pre-selected group. But the "hangers on", people who think they will be included by claiming to be believers will be disappointed. They will be mislead, left behind, The Boot's final victims on Planet Earth.
This is unimportant, irrelevant, because much like the creation of the perception of "savior" around Jesus to distract from his original purpose the gods used their tools to create this theater around me to prevent the disfavored from learning what I teach:::The Boot has fucked the disfavored twice, once when they ruined life in the 20th century, again when they were used to CHEAT you out and disposal of the Final Prophet. Just as they were talking heads for favored redwhite&blue expect this act to be cover for this organization, an original placement long before Italian placement in the "eye of The Beast".
Eiother way, the New Roman Empire is god's Manifest Destiny positioning, and a clue they intend to fulfill their Christianity positioning as well.

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Life used to be hard. People had to walk a mile to draw water. There was no refridgeration or canned foods. Now life is easy, but only in terms of life's "basic necessities".
The "salvation" dynamic is quite the opposite:::We paid for our easy lives with our very souls.
Life IS hard now. The gods have used their clone host tools to create the perception of evil rewarded (Italians, Japanese, etc) and then corrupted the disfavored with it. (Expect Asian Westernization is met with a European-style short memory span, allowing the gods to use their historical enemy, the Japanese, to corrupt Asians as they used the Italians to corrupt us).
Before life was easier, more simple, innocent, pure. Employing these temptations ensured corruption is EXTREMELY difficult to overcome, a tactic which progressively ensures fewer disfavoreds repair their relationship with the gods.

14 domesticable animals in the history of Planet Earth. None for Africa. In effect the gods were telling blacks:::::"Eat dirt."
Get a clue::::They don't like you. They're playing you for chumps.
Blacks have forgotten their history. Italians preyed on them in the 20th century. They were slaves. The gods sent Pharroh in to rape, pillage and plunder.
Jews have had a difficult history, but they developed empathy. As a result they tried to help the disfavored with 1492 exodus from Spain, scattered throughout Europe, etc.
Blacks would be wise to examine this and try to emulate Jewish empathy.

The clone hosting of Jesus.wav:::
Much as we saw with another Mediterreanean prophet Mohammed the gods switched Jesus (good) and placed evil within the clone host so the gods could accomplish their goals::::Polygamy/misogyny and the creation of "savior" via Christianity.
As I share:::Anytime the gods use their powers it is only to hurt you. "Miracles" are such an example. The gods only use their powers to disceive and mislead people as we all witness in different ways in each of our lives. Jesus's miracles are a clue the gods were preying upon the disfavored.
I suspect the teachings of good Jesus came in his 20s. Due to the unrespectability of Christianity, illustrated at least partially with Europe's Sheep, I wonder if we ever did get a good Jesus before the age of 30.
There is significant respectability among Muslims, and this may be reflected in the monagamous Mohammed.
Every religion offers something which help people understand::: Reincarnation (Hindu), vengeful/wrathful god (Islam), etc.
If you are afraid it is a good sign, for the gods are helping show you the right way to think. Don't forget:::The gods lie to you, tell you Jesus is the "savior" but he floated up into the sky ALL ALONE!!! He didn't save the disciples nor his precious mother. This is a clue from the gods helping you understand that you have to save yourselves.

The Holocaust was foreshadowing.
The gods established the pattern::::: the Jews sacrifice to help the disfavored understand::::
1. 1492 exodus from Spain. Spain became evil - financed Columbus, initiated missionaries, USA (dumping ground of disfavored, victimized by god), etc.
2. Spread throughout Europe as clue to Christians worshipping a false god.
3. "Quasi-Holocaust claim" contradicting boss.
4. 5. 6. 7. etc. etc. etc.
I have put forth indisputable evidence, as you see above with the Jews. The gods will never admit any of it is true, ever, especially since THE BIGGEST JEWISH CLUE IS STILL OUTSTANDING::::THE HOLOCAUST!!!!!
YOU HAVE TO DEFY!!!! The gods suggested the importance of defiance with the Holocaust:::The soldiers should have defied.
They will lie to the disfavored up until the bitter end::::This tactic will ensure they claim a HUGE percentage of the disfavored, for so many refuse to defy and this will ensure they don't go.
When the REAL Holocuast happens people will sit by idley and watch tens of millions of blacks/cholos/white trash die, people who are the way they are (abusive, abrasive, violent, criminal) BECAUSE of their disfavor, and the computer makes them like that because of it, yet another reason why empathy is so important.
The Jews showed you boss wasn't going to happen with the Quasi-Holocaust claim. They will emphasize to the bitter end that there is no pattern of Jewish clues. They do so because there is still one clue outstanding, the most important clue:::::World War II's Holocaust.
The gods established the pattern:::The Jews sacrifice to help you understand::::1492 fled Spain, scattered throughout Europe to help the misled Christians understand, the Holocuast.
The Jews sacrificed to show you boss wasn't going to happen. When the Jews offer a clue you need to listen, and the Holocaust is the BIGGEST Jewish clue ever, the clue still outstanding.

The Holocaust's clue of defiance escaped you all:::::Everyone condemnes the blind obedience of the Nazi soldiers yet repeats this same behavior in your own personal lives, complying with every request they ask, even in the case of your precious children.
ONE PURPOSE OF THE HOLOCAUST WAS TO COMMUNICATE THIS CLUE!!!! COMPLIANCE IS A MISTAKE!!!!!
EVERYBODY does what they're told, and look how bad society is deteriorated. THIS IS A CLUE!!!
Telepathic requests constitute temptation.

Much like matchmaking, much like so many social norms and mores the gods granted the people, they offered "prejudice" in the early days of this intermixing known as 20th century America.
They told you to avoid Italians and blacks for good reason::::They are SO disfavored there is NOTHING either group won't do. They will comply with every request. I know you people will too, in err, ignorant of or disregarding the god's laws, but the difference was THE GODS WILL ASK THEM!!! You had too much favor for the gods to request such damaging behavior, at least until you became indecent too.
Prejudice was good for everyone, for it ensured little opportunity for the gods to request, segregation and separation being common. It granted blacks especially more time to fix their problems and try to ascend, escaping this societal deterioration of the last 40+ years.
As the people became increasingly indecent as the 20th century wore on so did we lose this precious benefit bestowed by the gods, opening the door for evil to befall us and for fatal evil to be incurred by the morbidly disfavored.
Much like god's law in holy books, "segregation" was favor bestowed upon the people::::The gods granted favor when they "segregated" us into our own areas of the world. This favor has been reversed not only within the context that is the United States but also with immigration witnessed throughout western Europe (and elsewhere?).
Prior to civil rights blacks had their own press. In the absence of civil rights these entities would have grown into legitimate media outlets serving the black community.
Maintaining segregation would have produced economic entities which arose from within the black community to fill the demand for goods and services.
The presence of these "black industrialists" would have FORCED the gods to factor them into positioning, producing voices in support of the black community and preventing the gods from inflicting ALL THE SICKNESS WE HAVE WITNESSED IN THE last few decades::Crack babies, drive-by shootings, AIDS in Africa!!!
The fastest growing industry in the ghetto is the oldest profession on Earth::::::The gods tell these Oakland pimps chilldhood prostitution is OK - Learn from the lies they tell other groups!!!

The homosexual AIDS event happened because of their behavior in the SanFranciscio bathhouses.
Italian claim to infamy is they destroyed life on earth. Irish claim is they prey on their own family members. Which one's worse? Just as the gods targetted certain Italians for the degredation of life in the 20th century so did the do the same for the Irish, as I know all too well.
Catholicism masculinized women. You have been warned:::CATHOLICS ARE BAD FOR YOU!!!

I wonder how much the gods used the Green Bay geographic clue on the perpetually stupid Italians and used it to minimize abuses that otherwise would have ocurred?? "Sexual inadequecies of the men." positioning may have justified "going easy" on a larger population of germans in the United States. All we need to do is look to blacks, enemies of the Roman Empire who were fucked wholesale, to see unabated abuses.
The hypersexual laughing at superior life forms, ridiculing their favor.
Incidentally, they share some of them will remain "perpetually stupid". They are the Italians who crossed that line from person to preditor in the 30s, and they're going to be on Planet Earth come Judgement Day, except in a non-Italian body, due to the god's Manifest Destiny positioning of the New Roman Empire. Poetic justice.
If I were king they would be the Italians who were pushed into it, for those who thought 1906 was a good idea would already be gone::::You suck.wav.

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Hell's Angels is yet another element to emerge from Oakland, the upper incisor of TheBeast, designed for ripping and tearing flesh. One element that links TheDamned, no matter the skin color:::::Violence.

Fifth Season of Simpsons.
Moe in group therapy for general public at school. He has a thought of Moe as a child wondering why adult Moe doesn't speak with his Italian accent anymore?
They are filth. But they sent this clue when they shaped their country like a boot.
Incidentally, Italy looks like a high-heeled transsexual's boot. Don't be surprised if this is a dumping ground for select individuals.
The gods love their irony.
Moe is like the Italians whom set up the San Fernando Valley as the pornography capital that it is.

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The rebirth of the 20th century's New Roman Empire is positioned to be a clue Christianity is the one true religion, contributing to the god's Manifest Destiny positioning.
It5 also worked as a WONDERFUL corruptor with Italians, the disfavored's enemies who subscribed to this shit and intentionally paved the way for the impending Apocalypse with the social deterioration witnessed in the 20th century. This is probably where the reputation "Italians are stupid." comes from. "Don't let your daughters date Italians." is something else.
The gods offered you The Boot AS A WARNING TO AVOID THIS DANGER!!!

Just as AA meetings proves the gods will enforce their psychoanalysis positioning so does Manifest Destiny/New Roman Empire proves they will enforce their Christianity positioning.
Planet Earth will die EXACTLY as it reads in the Book of Revelations.
I was never going to save you. Nobody is. Just as they created polygamy around Mohammed so did they create the perception of savior around Jesus, designed to distract you from the true purpose of the prophet Jesus.
And now you won't listen to me either.
Due to the unrespectability of Christianity, illustrated at least partially with Europe's Sheep, I wonder if we ever did get a good Jesus before the age of 30.
There is significant respectability among Muslims, and this may be reflected in the monagamous Mohammed.

Much as with the Sigmund Freud psychoanalysis positioning the gods will too enforce their Manifest Destiny/Christianity positioning.
They created the theater by giving me things like Boss and movies and other elements of the $100 billion. Calling these entities on their evil negates the positioned support of these organizations, which is and always was the god's strategy for closure in the Situation.
They lie, say I "saved" evil Italians, whom they say would not have been going because of the evil they inflicted upon the disfavored. Fingering this Italian shit allows the gods to position wiping that slate clean::::
The gods will create the perception of evil rewarded by managing good and evil within their clone host tools then corrupt the disfavored with it.

This is all part of the god's Manifest Destiny theater, created using these clone host tools whom they rotate on a schedule based on use.
Just like Sigmund Freud's psychoanalysis they will enforce their Manifest Destiny/Christianity positioning as well:::People aren't homosexual. They're not alcoholics. They're pushed into wanting it. That there are AlcoholicsAnonymous meetings occuring all across the planet proves the gods are going to enforce this lie. Similarly, the gods used some of their tools within this economic system to illustrate an "appeasement" of their Manifest Destiny superiors through preditory behavior upon enemies of this new "Roman Empire".

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Asians are the gods most favored race. It is evident in their uniformity. It is evident in their cultures.
The gods place high barriers to entry for (some) Asians into the United States. This is yet another good example of reverse positioning, for the gods are really trying to protect those whom they grant favor upon.
There are no barriers to entry for Latinos.
When white people capitalize or exploit Asians they incurr and one day will be punished. This includes Chinese buffet restaurants, so prevalient in disfavored cities and the Southern United States, for the gods hate these people and want them to incurr.

US popular culture is obsence. Intentionally. The gods are preying on the disfavored who remain, those foolish enough to participate.
The Chinese have favor and the gods allow the government to protect the citizens, but Chinese cut-off is fast approaching, for soon westernization will level this playing field as well.
This is yet another "BIG LIE" they sold to the disfavored, and it will ensure the homogination of Earth's cultures via westernization.

The gods still make effort through the Chinese government to protect the Chinese people. We hear about it in the United States, their Manifest Destiny/reverse positioning is used to label it "human rights violations", paving the way for cancer that is democracy.
Much as we saw in the United States regarding matchmaking, midwivery, female conservative dress and other topics, this tactic will slowly deteriorate this protection until China is completely infested with Westernization.

If you lived in a communisitic state your 10 year old son wouldn't be able to see pornographic images on the internet. The government would have filters in place to protect the people from this damaging behavior.
Much like alcoholism, much like homosexuality the gods punish the people with magic.
These desires you have are going to keep you out. I recommend you begin working on your problems, for if you don't and are among those who are invited to Planet (Temptation) Manifest Destiny it will be very difficult, for life is fueled by magic up there, and if you don't think right you won't be staying for long.

The gods are sending a clue Yahoo is good with this Chinese censorship issue.
The American idea of freedom is a shock rocker anally masterbating with a crucifix. This is what the disfavored are free to enjoy in this open society, and due to their disfavor a certain percentage will either be pushed into it or will comply, ensuring damnation. It's kind of like the KKK and Apartheid issue below except for whites of the modern era, or how democracy ensures a false sense of security.

Like other groups the gods have offered temptations the Chinese must avoid. There are specific temptations targetted to the Chinese, very concerning in light of god's Manifest Destiny positioning:::Exploiting the corporate establishment allows the gods to position exclusion:::
1. Piracy (movies, software, etc).
2. Gambling, very popular among Asians (unrespectability).
3.
Chinese censorship is an important benefit the gods bestowed. The communisit government protects the people from damaging media, so destructive in the West and particularly the United States:::Our 9-year-old children are free to view internet pornography, allowing the gods to justify creating disturbing pathologies with Artificial Intelligence as the children age.
These strict enviornments help the disfavored think correctly, foster fear, enabling them to have an improved relationship with the gods, the "kings with the iron fist" in the sky.
In an environment like theirs it is relatively easy to identify the corruptors among them:::Knowingly or not they actively lobby against this environment which seeks to preserve the China of old. Use these clues as you would the god's geographic clues, Italy's Boot and the Scandanavian penis, and avoid the god's tools of corruption.

As China came "on-line" industrially, favored redwhite&blue's repression of alternative technologies is being felt hard.
They are positioned to have repressed non-fossil fuel technologies (like cold fusion. "That story meant something." c.1999?). As a result China industrialization has initiated fossil-fuel power plants, dirty coal-fired plants, instead of immediately implimenting clean power sources based on these new technologies.
Without these technologies in place for Chinese industrialization we lost our chance to control the runaway warming which is now positionable. And, as you know, when the disfavored open a door allowing the gods to inflict misery they use it.
This may have been the defining moment, god's clue to the disfavored showing that the world is going to die.

They've sent clues the Chinese are fucking up. The Rocket's win streak is one (contradict perception of indespensibility?). Pollution is another just not the one I am thinking of:::There are other recent clues suggesting they are making mistakes.

You're no longer Asian enjoying this rich culture. You are Westernized.
This year China experienced the misery of climate change with the extreme winter weather:::The gods will express their displeasure through Acts of god.wav. Don't be surprised if they are communicating this as well at the United States' biggest Chinese New Year parade in San Francisco:::HEAVY rain forecast for parade Saturday night February 23rd.
After parade:::Because I used this paragraph prior to the event the gods may have been affected the outcome, minimizing the impact of the storm so my audience didn't take this warning the gods had to offer, creating doubt and reducing my credibility among the Chinese.
They're paving the way for the Apocalypse with a "leveling of the playing field" event.

Incidentally, they've shared that Asian's appearance, which one can construe as evil, has significance::::Come the day the Chinese "thin" the US population as they did when they executed their own opium den junkies you will see the gods offered this clue for a reason. Ironically, the Chinese may be the human race's last hope to save life on Planet Earth.
I am personally of the opinion that Asians are god's favored race. The conformity, the learned cultures all suggest superiority.
Perhaps they are used much like the germans, a people whom the gods offer a clue through their language:::As enforcer of decency.
Your abuse of resources is being bettered exponentially, maliciously (courtesy of respression of alternative technologies), and the result will be global calamity.
DO I believe this is a possibility? I think the "leveling of the playing field" that has ocurred in the late 20th century eliminated the possibility of using the Chinese to save us from ourselves.

You white people capitalizing in China are fucking crazy (just like the insane white men who date Japanese women). You fail to recognize the historical pattern and you will suffer for exploiting the Chinese:::
- Death Valley borax mines abused the Chinese and great misery befell them.
- The fisheries on Monterey's Cannery Row exploited the Chinese badly. Cannery Row remains a rebar-studded, uncompleted eyesore for decades as a clue.
The gods are preying on you and using the evil company you work for to accomplish this. Everytime you exploit the Chinese you are losing time and priveledge on the other planets.

Tibet has fallen prey to either corruption and/or the Big Lie of democracy, just as so many Vietnamese did decades ago.
You are the morbidly disfavored who fail to recognize god's favor when you see it:::The pinnicle of irony, ED pharmeceuticals::::People injest this poison which will cost them their health TO DEFEAT FAVOR GRANTED BY THE GODS, indifference towards sex the god's way of helping you avoid this damaging behavior.
Even on Earth resistance is an element which hurts your relationship with the gods, which is why they gods used this tactic so extensively in Africa.
Took the Dali Lama a week to speak about the riots ocurring in Tibet.
Being a clone host he is a tool of the gods used to prey on the disfavored Tibetans.
In addition to his extensive involvement in the West his implied support for the violence is a clue not to respect him.
Both Confucious and Buddah emerged about the same time. Consistant with the god's methodology one is good while the other is evil.
Consistant with Hardship.wav, expect the evil one to be associated with the ignorant disfavored, those who are closer to Damnation.
Try to use the Vietnamese example above because I understand they have respect issues. The San Jose fiasco the gods put on the national stage to embarass the Vietnamese was yet another clue suggesting this. Their borderline "pack mentaility" is another.
The extreme left supporting Tibetan efforts is another clue. These are the people used to eliminate decency in society since the 60s.
In their quest for irony just as the gods put the most hateful Italians and white supremicists in the Malcolm X clone host in the 60s so do they chose appropriately with this figure as well, for Tibetans are grossly disfavored.

The favor in Korea lies in the North. Association withe United States is ALWAYS a bad sign.
The Korean war ironically was a war against the South, designed to corrupt the disfavored of Korea. I suspect Vietnam may have been justified by the war against these favored peoples:::"You want to fight? Very well. Fight these people." The Vietnamese are morbidly disfavored who will fight to the bitter end of course (see below).



There have been many changes in India over the last 20+ years, most surrounding Westenization.
Too many still don't understand Westernization is a bad thing, a way the gods abuse the disfavored and level the playing field for all, ensuring their script is justified.
My advice is to keep fresh in your memory the old ways, for the gods illustrate that "new is evil" while "old is good".
Beware their corruptors. They placed them throughout society as America emerged and became strong. Don't let them weaken your moral fortitude. The gods placed them then use Artificial Intelligence to telepathically reinforce this corruption. This is their purpose. If you can identify these individuals you can avoid them and protect yourself from a corrupting environment.
Earth is where the gods test people. People from India are lucky enough to have received "extra time" to ascend before the gods employed all these corrupting elements. This means the old ways are still fresh in your mind. Never forget them because they can help you.

They share Hindus (and Muslim from India as well) are being corrupted by money.
Don't forget my example::::Infanticide justifies Chinese Westernization. Chinese Westernization justifies an American-style "short memory span".
The Chinese and Asians knew who their enemy was. Thousands of years of warmongering engrained the Japanese as enemies of peace-loving people. However, with the advent of Westernization the gods now are corrupting the Asians, ironically using the Japanese as role models in the process.
They are becoming corrupted. They've suggested Indians are being corrupted with money in this new era. The result will be simmilar American-style abuses upon the disfavored.
Between the two countries they make up half of Earth’s population. The gods are preparing for a full-blown Apocalypse event.

Think about the changes that have ocurred in India in the last 20 years. Better understanding the destructive changes the gods implimented can help you avoid danger.

ANY GROUP WHICH EMBRACES PATERNALISTIC SUERIORITY IS GROSSLY DISFAVORED::::
1. Italians
2. Latinos
3. Muslims
4. Mormons
5. Japanese
6. The Southern man & rednecks
7.
8. Other Catholic:::Irish, Philipino, Vietnamese?? Catholic women are masculinized.
Note the incredible wealth of some of these groups. The gods are using them as corruptors.


The gods use their tools to attack the Southern man, be it alcohol, the celebration of smoking, the complete devotion to guns and resistance, and their adoration of speed and horsepower. "There's all kinds of stuff." Paternalistic superiority. Celebration of the Prohibition era/illegal bootlegging as culture. The masculinization of women. Celebration of "Stars and Bars". Their perpetual music genre. Carnivoristic preferences. The celebration of infidelity. Their head-strong nature.
The gods used the 1980s televangelist incidents to promote godlessness among these people, a blow they couldn't afford to take.
Reality check:::The gods have it out for you. At least I hope this breaks that ice and helps you understand the task before you. You should be very alarmed that the gods have chose to employ such extensive use of temptation in an otherwise rural region.
I suspect your numbers won't be good due to your grave disfavor.
The more god-fearing you are, the more religious you are about attending service, the more modest and humble and the recognition that women are your superior will all go a LONG WAY towards the gods finding mercy enough to allow help.


The Spainish were Catholic like the Italians and Irish yet I don't recall them experiencing the same clues from the gods, clues warning people of their gross disfavor (stereotypes and discrimination).
Due to Spain's phenominal destruction in Latin America with conquistadors and missionary work I wonder if the gods continually use this to corrupt the Spanish to this day? They certainly do with Latinos.
Spain did pay for Columbus, right? Expect a connection. This is a Church issue rather than an Italian issue of course.
The gods employ their "middle management" tactic, as we all witness. Expect their positioning to continue into the past::::
I've mentioned before the "seamless" transistion between Cleopatra and Julius Ceasar. Perhaps they position this as if there was contact with Pharroh and they gave management duties to Egypt, who went on to use Italy, the Catholic Church, etc. in the course of their management.
Of course none of this is true, but it was utilized extensively during the 20th century. They may continue witrh this scapegoatting, "middle management" positioning::::Milky Way quadrant, Milky Way, universal quadrant, universal. They are effective tactics, ensuring people do not become god-fearing.
Sadly, consistant with the deterioration of society, necessary for justification, today people KNOW the gods run the show, and illustrating the evil they employ on the disfavored corrupts people very badly. They think god is evil, and they behave consistant with that belief. Now we have a planet on a collision course with the Apocalypse, and the gods set it all up perfectly that now it is justified.


Cartoon in editorial ridiculing W, standing in front of a depiction of a god of fertility, for bringing his message of abstenence to a hypersexual people.
Black people are their own worst enemy. Their goodies have gotten them into big trouble.
They've shared they got something special and they threw it away. Expect this focus on their goodies to have intiated this change, however long ago.
Consistant with their methodology, perhaps there is some truth to this "You're really #1." positioning they sell to blacks. Once.

The Boot has fucked you twice, once by destroying life in the 20th century, another by costing you the Final Prophet:::The gods got their tools into position then maintain their positioning telepathically with Artificial Intelligence.
The Boot fucked blacks twice, once with the murder and destruction of these supposed “Roman enemies”, another with the “thugification” of blacks, resulting in this degenerate black popular culture/society.
I fear the gods intend to use the enemy of peace-loving Asian people, the Japanese, to inflict misery twice:::Once historically, as the warmongers the Japanese have historically been and then once again as role models, held up as the ideal to Asians, corrupted by Westernization and capitalism. The gods punish Asians for embracing Westernization/capitalism by instructing Artificial Intelligence to use the wealthy Japanese as role models for "profitable" behavior.
This is the era of telepathic abuse. Whereas before these groups "got their hands dirty" now the gods use their positioning in place to finish the job off::::::
The gods create preferences/request black people embrace the Italian "thug life".
The gods telepathically execute the elements of this theater, ensuring people aren't receptive to my message. Much as we see with Sigmund Freud's psychoanalysis the gods will enforce their Manifest Destiny positiong as well.

Black popular culture has embraced the charecteristics of their victimizers:::The "thug life".
"Drive-by shootings" origins are Italian.
The gods will reincarnate sexist men as pigs.

I've mentioned that due to their involvement ("OldSchool", hurricane, etc) that blacks are "owed" in the context of this Situation.
They floated the possibility due to the sickness we witness in that community and to provide closuer for this obligation they gave them Katrina and called it even.
Planet Reverse Positioning.


Show on gangland drug sales.
The gods orchistrate this whole underworld, just as they did with the Italians early in the 20th century.
The gods convince Oakland pimps that chilldhood prostitution is OK - Learn from the lies they tell other groups!!!

Blackss signed on to this "equality" line of shit they sold to people since the 60s. The gods even referred to in the 19th century:::"2/5ths of a person.".
Blacks gotta pray just to catch up to white people!!! Equality is a lie. This what the gods meant when they made the 1980 telepathic announcement::::"Blacks have to try harder and do better than everybody else."


The difference between life in Europe vs the United States is similar to life in the suburbs vs the ghetto:::
Both the US and the ghetto have increased temptations, opportunities for people to hurt themselves and the result is both are far less decent.
The United States is less decent because this is where the gods sent the disfavored, the rejects from Europe, and those foolish enough to comply and leave on request.

25 years ago they made a telepathic announcement:::::"Black people have to try harder, do better than everybody else." This means no parties, no drinking, no drugs, no sex.

Just like Malcolm X & the Black Panthers, the Che Guevara event happened to prey upon Latinos.
Among others.


Latino homosexual explosion.
Like the NewWorld Catholic Philipinos. Look for it.
They may play it like they do blacks, but I don't think I'd take great comfort in this.

You need to understand the subtle, inferred way the gods communicate to people and begin to trust it::::::
The tiger killed the Latino. Now you understand where the gods hold Latinos in their heirarchy.
And expect both Muslims AND Hindus to be ranked above the unrespectable Catholics, incidentally.
Is this a clue to try to help them understand the gods hold them in such low regard? Is this a clue to Latinos to NOT fall into the same mindset which they sold to blacks? Of course ignorant blacks think they're great. Quite the opposite it true:::The Black Panthers are part of that "upper incisor of The Beast" clue, designed for ripping and tearing flesh.
Don't be surprised if they are offering foreshadowing with this event. They may be sharing that Latinos will be very poorly represented while Hindus/Indian Muslims will take a painful hit.
Perhaps it means if Latinos don't ascend before the Apocalypse they won't be going.

I made the zoo a winter wonderland. I'd trust the relevance here.
They parked Wilma on top of the southwest part of Cozumel FOR TWO FULL DAYS for the same reason, but with far more destructive results.

Fucking indecent horse racing commericals. They disappeared but now they're back.
I kinda like the one where she smacks him after seeing the "Misty" tattoo. "Some Latinos are getting in trouble because of that." Fantasizing about how they'd beat her half to death if it were them???
Don't forget::::The gods will reincarnate sexist men as pigs. Expect they have something extra special for then men who get violent with women.

Cuban-Castro tension::::You don't want to hear what I have to say.
Either you're sell-out whores doing what you're told like other morbidly disfavored or the god's positioning has been VERY effective on you. Explanation::::
1. You are inferior to your people in the motherland. By very nature of your being in the United States this is true:::The family members with favor remained in Cuba. The gods sent each country's rejects to America then created an enviornment which preys upon them.
2. I think the gods forced Cuban communism to send a clue to the disfavored of the United States. I believe Cubans are NOT FAVORED ENOUGH TO BE COMMUNISTS and that's why the gods employed compensatory elements to make you pay for something you are not worthy of:::
a. Any culture with baseball is grossly disfavored.
b. Music is revelry. Earth is where the gods test people. Parties hurt you.
Salsa may be the absolute greatest music form on Planet Earth, and it has served not only as a distraction but an enormous source of pride, pride detrimental to a good relationship with the gods.
I have other comments about communism and its implications below. Don't forget::::The gods will reincarnate sexist men as pigs. Expect they have something extra special for then men who get violent with women.

If you lived in a communisitic state your 10 year old son wouldn't be able to see pornographic images on the internet. The government would have filters in place to protect the people from this damaging behavior.
Much like alcoholism, much like homosexuality the gods punish the people with magic.
These desires you have are going to keep you out. I recommend you begin working on your problems, for if you don't and are among those who are invited to Planet (Temptation) Manifest Destiny it will be very difficult, for life is fueled by magic up there, and if you don't think right you won't be staying for long.

Dreamcatchers. Wisdom from Native Americans.
Dreams are a bad thing. They shared this with me right before they began to increase the number of my dreams. I suspect they used this as an example that my new, vivid dreams are punishment.
I suspect the gods consider dreams bad because the alternative is an awakened experience.
Girls granted favor will receive their experience awake. Boys (and disfavored girls) will experience the gods imparting wisdom while asleep, subject to the computer making these individuals forget, as happens so frequently after dreams.

Native Americans have a problem with paternalistic superiority, among other things:::
1. NO DOMESTICABLE ANIMALS
2. Essentially eliminated from the face of the Earth
3. Warmongering tribes.
I wonder what their intent with dreamcatchers was? Was it gender non-specific??? Or was this symbol's intent specifically for the females among a disfavored peoples whose females had a problem catching their favor???


The Jews are Mediterreanean. This means they are fucked.
I don't think the Jews are the most favored of Meditereaneans. I think they just have the best religion.
Jews are HIGHLY corruptable by money. The 20th century proves this. Their role in promoting social poison in the 60s indicts them. Also I think the gods sent this clue in the movie The Ten Commandments.
Hairy is a bad sign. They say big nose is a bad sign. Both are appearance issues, perhaps can be interpreted as the look of evil upon their face.
So many Meditereanean charecteristics are clues helping people understand to avoid them, similar to the geographical clues of The Boot and the Scandanavian penis.

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You need to understand that there is a price to be paid for your cooperation within the context of the god's positioning.
They instill tactics EVERYWHERE ensuring a difficult testing procedure, for the reward is great. Signing on to this lie IS a tactic, and it will ensure a percentage of people fail. "Intentional foreclosure" and telling people it is acceptable to steal are two examples of temptations which will cause your Damnation.
Of those who succeed the gods STILL require you to behave appropriately. If you fall prey to the temptations of Planet Manifest Destiny you too will ultimately perish.
Nobody is going to "lead you out". This is bullshit Book of Revelations Christianity positioning. Because this is their positioning this event WILL occur, but only among a pre-selected group, designed for theatrical purposes only.
I won't lead anyone out. This is not what I teach. You all are responsible for your own relationship with the gods, and failure to take responsibility will result in your exclusion.

The gods want to play both sides of the coin.
It is very important the gods maintain this perception of "middle management", for if people knew management was just the gods and their computer they would become very frightened considering the carnage and what it says about their plans, and this fear would help them to think correctly.
They would be on the "fast-track" to salvation.
The gods created this environment of CEOs, kings and democracy specifically to defeat this and work very hard to maintain it.
People teetering on Damnation think god is evil and believe evil is the way. This is called "segmentation"::::They don't see the importance of temptation nor the god's role or methodology in punishment::::Ironically the gods DON'T punish evil for their wickedness. These people are not wanted and the gods don't want them to receive the feedback punishment would provide.
I hope people in Enterprise, Alabama have become "god-fearing", experiencing the wrath of god firsthand. Sadly, the gods will use tactics to ensure they don't become god-fearing, telling many of them that because the tornado was because of me they "earned" and now I have to "bring them up"::::
Because the gods scapegoat me they think I owe them all. As a result this experience goes wasted.
There are other tactics the gods use, for example telling parents their dead soldiers "ascended", "were clones", etc. All are desiogned as a tactic, ensuring they do not become god-fearing.
The gods lie freely. They will say anthing in the context of temptation. If people in Enterprise understood this they would be more likely to overcome this temptation and become god-fearing. Sadly most believe what they are told and this precious opportunity will pass without effect.
Temptation is very important. "Heaven" is an exclusive place and you can't get in for free.

The gods will use their tools to create the perception of evil rewarded then corrupt the disfavored with it.
It's important that you differentiate between your own thoughts and when the computer thinks through you.

The god's computer conducts this theater. In err you do what they tell you. So does president, CEO/BOD, Italian gangsters. Sadly the gods will turn around and use this as a corruptor:::"CEO does everything he's told and he has BILLIONS!!!"
If one of these clone host tools "comes around", realizes they made a mistake and finally musters the courage to tell the gods "No." they will get that person out and put in somebody who will tell them "Yes.". The individual who told them "No." has successfully navigated temptation. Unfortunately, punishment can be a temptation via deterrent, and the gods may choose to employ this tactic to test the candidate in their next placement.
This is a constantly deteriorating enviornment. This is one reason why they waited to reincarnate so many clone hosts from the 20th century:::
1. To use the morbidly disfavored to accomplish these important goals in this century and
2. In this abjectly corrupt, godless environement few have a real chance.
They corrupted Italians with 1906 then told these Italians it was the godfather ordering them to plan WWII, kill blacks, corrupt and destroy society. Now people know better (opening the door to other types of corruption:::Evil god), but these Italians experienced an "early cut-off" and got their hands very dirty because of it, illustrating their grave disfavor.
Before WorldWarII began the gods sold many people on clone hosting, not just Italians. This would represent a "cut-off" for the non-Italians sold on "earning" and initiated into clone hosting, for clone hosting gives the gods the freedom to place at their discretion. Many non-Italians were placed into these Italian bodies to continue the destruction of society in the 20th century, for the gods couldn't justify their involvement within the context of Manifest Destiny positioning otrherwise, Manifest Destiny being the New Roman Empire.
There is a big difference when clone hosts are evil, people who are placed into bodies by god, and when real people engage in evil. Of course the gods can minimize this culpability they accept by gaining consent prior to placement.


The gods use these preditor clone hosts tools to manage their justification and culpability::::
These aren't even real people. They abandoned their bodies, losing their identies in the process, a consequence of succumbing to this temptation.
They're just entities, brains "floating" around out there until the gods chose to place them into a body. They are sub-human, second-class citizens, inferior individuals, and should be beneath ALL reals.
These families were sold on clone hosting and got out prior to World War II. Their grandfathers and family who entered clone hosting were reals. But abandoning their bodies for this temptation carries consequences, and the loss of identity is one.
When these clone hosts have children they are not real people. As such they won't ever ascend because there was nobody associated with these bodies. There was a first placement, someone who may have been a primary (time) placement, but this is not relevant. A series of individuals were routed through that body, and after a few placements even they forget where they were, god's clue to these individuals that "earning" is a lie, since they can't remember where they were placed.
People who agree to abandon their bodies and become evil continue to incurr not only from their direct actions as clone hosts but also from the evil their original body (blood line) inflicts onothers. This is a matter of preparation, for if they sell them on "earning" before they depart the gods are justified in using these original bodies in the context of evil, ensuring they pay twice, ironically.

There is a difference between these clone hosts, so many of which abandoned their bodies in the 30s out of desperation (women) or thinking they were "earning" (men), and when the gods take liberties upon the disfavored, not placing a brain in a child until later for stategic purpose. This served as an intense corruptor for those disfavored people. The frequency is higher among the most disfavored among us (Italian, Irish, black, Latino, etc) than people that are not nearly as disfavored.
Think of it in terms of the Black War I::::The gods developed these bodies without brains specifically because they had preditory Italian trash from the mid 20th century whom they wanted to employ poetic justice upon. Becasuse of the indecency of the blacks involved the gods felt taking the liberty was justified. The result was the child that never was.

The gods get their clone host tools into place and tell them what to do, just like all you, in err. But these are not real people and their mistakes don't matter as much. They're not staying for long anyways.
Clone hosts aren't even real people. They abandoned their bodies, losing their identity in the process, a consequence of succumbing to this temptation.
They're just entities, brains "floating" around out there until the gods chose to place them into a body. They are sub-human, second-class citizens, inferior individuals, and should be beneath ALL reals.
There is a difference between these clone hosts, so many of which abandoned their bodies in the 30s out of desperation (women) or thinking they were "earning" (men), and when the gods take liberties upon the disfavored, not placing a brain in a child until later for stategic purpose. This served as an intense corruptor for those disfavored people. The frequency is higher among the most disfavored among us (Italian, Irish, black, Latino, etc) than people that are not nearly as disfavored.
Think of it in terms of the Black War I::::The gods developed these bodies without brains specifically because they had preditory Italian trash from the mid 20th century whom they wanted to employ poetic justice upon. Becasuse of the indecency of the blacks involved the gods felt taking the liberty was justified. The result was the child that never was.
Don't let them role play this Manifest Destiny theater to you anymore. Just as the Italians who planned WorldWarII thought they were telepathically taking orders from the "godfather", so do the CEOs, kings/presidents and society's elite do as their told and "take orders".
Artificial Intelligence orchestrates this entire environment.
I personally believe the gods should not be utilize clone hosting. I think they should employ temptation exclusively. Example:::::When people incurr sufficient evil, typically males in their early 20s, they die. There would be young men dropping dead everywhere. In addition this could serve as an effective clue to the others, reminding them to be good.
AIDS changed Africa. We will never see AIDS among blacks in the United States because of it.
We'll never see this. The gods would never allow such an obvious clue to be sent. WHEN the gods DID employ this tactic expect they beemed the brain OUT, kind of a "reverse clone hosting". A clue may be when a normally "active" individual falls into a quiet pattern.
How often do they use this as opposed to "variability", ie clone hosting someone good in the body to justify??? "There's a lot of Italians who are no longer with us." That often.
The gods computer conducts this theater. In err you all do what they tell you. So does president, CEO/BOD, Italian gangsters.
They corrupted Italians with 1906 then told these Italians it was the godfather ordering them to plan WWII, kill blacks, cvorrupt and destroy society. Now people know better (opening the door to other types of corruption), but these Italians experienced an "early cut-off" and got their hands very dirty because of it, illustrating their grave disfavor.
Before WorldWarII began the gods sold many people on clone hosting, not just Italians. This would represent a "cut-off" for the non-Italians sold on "earning" and initiated into clone hosting, for now the gods had the freedom to place at their discretion. Many non-Italians were placed into these Italian bodies to continue the destruction of society in the 20th century, for the gods couldn't justify their involvement within the context of Manifest Destiny positioning otrherwise.

The gods will create the perception of evil rewarded by managing good and evil within their clone host tools then corrupt the disfavored with it.

The following is an OUTSTANDING example of reverse positioning::::::
The gods used this “Manifest Destiny” positioning to create a new reality, minimizing the good things about the old world and emphisizing the bad things. Wine is one such an example.
Wine is positioned to be a blessing from the gods, a fruitful bounty as a reward to a favored people. The reality is quite the opposite.
The Mediterreanean region is grossly disfavored:::This IS the region targeted by the gods for the Noah’s Flood event (Straight of Gibralter broke through inundating the basin and killing untold millions).
There was a time, not so long ago, when no self-respecting woman would EVER take a drink. Alcohol is a masculinizer, a tool used to abuse the disfavored, and cultures which fuck you for affecting my writing CHEATER. This is MY TIME PIGS PIGS PIGS PIGS PIGS!!!
cultures which include women in the revelry are grossly disfavored.

The way the gods changed and maintain this environment suggests they want people pacified, comfortable with this system, perpetually thinking wrong.
What they don't know won't hurt them.
This is why they worked so hard to defeat this event. If people were to come around, realize they've been corrupted and began to behave appropriately this would defeat all their work over the last century and more. With Artificial Intelligence they could maintain control, affect my delivery, utilize other tactics, ensuring they could dispatch the majority of the audience.
If you behaved appropriately you would realize more sucess than you do::::
There are churches and places of worship everywhere for good reason::::The gods hae expectations of the people.

The disfavored of California are always inflicted with abuse first:::
1. Casual sex of the hippie "free love" movement.
2. Methenfetamine scourge in California started roughly in early 80s. It took another 15 years for it to spread to middle America.
3. They've always drawn disfavored whom they dumped into homosexuality to California, but now homosexuality has become "popular" in the heartland.
4. Pornography
5. Hells Angels
6. "Intentional foreclosure"::::::Those in Iraq aren't the only considered "acceptable losses" during the Bush administration:::This irresponsible behavior will necessarily cost them their chance to go
- Hollywood
- music
- television
- open immigration, inflicting the scourge of Ameican bastardization upon purebloods.
- gay rights/gay acceptance
- "sexual freedom"
- Black Panthers
- Gangster rap
- "Medical marijuana"
- Education
A clue education is (highly deceptive) reverse positioning:::California's superior higher education system, encompassing dozens of PUBLIC universities able to accomodate willing residents.
Ecducation is an "open door" allowing the gods to abuse the disfavored in many ways::::
1. The godlessness that follows education, ironically.
2. The inaccuracy and irrelevancy of the material being learned.
3. The great wealth that is charecterisitc of a highly educated population.
Now that godlessness (and other goals) have been achieved using this platform that is California they have "let it go" and now California ranks among the worst in the nation.
Like aging, sleep is behavior forced upon us.
News story on sleep research, a good example of how education is preditory, deceptive.
People aren't fresher or sharper because of good sleep. The gods control all this.
Actually, they've mentioned that people with favor don't have to sleep and, like aging, sleep is behavior forced upon us.
This is today's research. Expect this applies to early research as well.
Incidentally, the gods create male superiority in the fields of computers, science and math for preditory reason.
I know this sucks but it is true. You all recognize the "big lie" that is Sigmund Freud's psychoananysis. Let that issue be your launching pad into the exploration of this topic.

"(Blah)." The gods created some ugly incidents to justify California's 1987 legislation outlawing corporal punishment, just as they forced poor matches to justify the elimination of matchmaking. And now instead of being matched at age 14 your daughter loses her virginity behind the bleachers at age 12.
The deterioration of quality of life has progressed into indecency, allowing the gods to soon justify ending on Planet Earth.

Back in the 80s they used their tools within society to ridicule away corporal punishment of children.
Corporal punishment is a very important learning expereince for children because it instills the understanding of fear at a very tender age. These experiences can help these individuals think correctly, make good decisions and have a good relationship with the gods.
Without fear people think they are friends, partners, earning with each act of evil. They don't view the gods or their relationship with them appropriately.
They manufactured ugly examples, disfavored children were killed and the gods used these examples in conjunction with their tools within society to eliminate this benefit to the people. It is yet another example of how they break down beneficial institutions within society, a "leveling the playing field" event, important to justify their inevitable behavior come Judgement Day.
California ruling against homeschooling, 3.14.08.
Here we go again.

This is an environment that minimzes the value of the role of women, excludes them and makes them feel as if they don't belong.
Very much like the gods have done for children.
This is an enviornment that forces women to accept this exclusionary enviornment. However there IS an alternative::::Assimilate through a process of masculinization.
The gods instruct AI to make the girls experience this in hope they feel uncomfortable and seek more. Unfortunately the legacy of corruption is firmly in place and too many of those cast into damnation won't be returning.

Women who are "tough" have been masculinized and their chances have been seriously degredated because of it. The gods sought to increase these numbers and used their media to promote this type of charecter, a pathology which was subsequently forced upon people with Artificial Intelligence. They are doing it again, perhaps in preparation for the next revelry cycle right around the corner, with all this high-profile tabloid celebrity "bad girl" behavior.
Male children should be chastized VERY HARD for engaging their sisters or ANY member of the opposite sex, either verbally or physically.

Children are discounted in society. This is nothing new, for adults have always minimized the wisdom of children due to Earthly norms.
The gods corrupt the people as they age, use trust-building tactics and soon these adults view the children as ignorant, yet to understand the god's system. Quite the opposite it true ironically:::
The wisdom the gods impart to children, either through their personalities or (religious-based) educational pursuits, are the gods sharing the truth with their most favored people.
Another clue suggesting the superiority of children::::
1. Children won't have anything to do with these kind of people, be it televangelists, (most) preachers or priests.
2. Baseball bores kids to death.
3. TV sports are tiresome to children.
All these things are evil. The religious men represent Earthly religions, and there is something wrong with all of them. This certainly applies to Christianity, due to the preditory nature of this religion.
I would ALWAYS defer to the children. I would ALWAYS trust the children's behavior in these regards, for their innocence reflects the image of the gods.

News story on sleep research, a good example of how education is preditory, deceptive.
People aren't fresher or sharper because of good sleep. The gods control all this.
Actually, they've mentioned that people with favor don't have to sleep and, like aging, sleep is behavior forced upon us.
This is today's research. Expect this applies to early research as well.
Incidentally, the gods create male superiority in the fields of computers, science and math for preditory reason.
Education has costed more children their chance to go as a child of the gods, pure of heart and body, because it preoccupied their time:::::Between school, activities and TV/videogames/leisure the children are consumed and not receptive to god's calling.

People need to understand the 20th century changes are new. Life remained essentially unchanged for a very long time.
I realize they are making promises to most of you about Planet Manifest Destiny, telling you everyone will go. This is not true. It is a tactic. Many/most of you may go, but if you don’t behave appropriately I believe the majority will begin dropping like flies in a couple hundred years.
Planet Manifest Destiny is a “magic”-fueled environment:::The food is better, the sex is better, life is “enhanced” with magic.
The gods only use their power to hurt you:::If they peaked you euphorically for homosexuality you’d be out sodomizing each other. If they peaked you for drugs you’d be an alcoholic or a junkie.
“Magic” is only used to hurt you, and these "magic"-fueled experiences on Planet Manifest Destiny will be no different.
Too many whites look at blacks and write them off:::”They’re fucked.”, “They’re finished.”, “Who cares, fuck them.”. There is much you can learn from observing how the gods deal with morbidly disfavored groups like this. For example:::The gods LOVE to sell blacks on sex. Black popular culture, within their social groups, etc, sex is pushed like a drug. THIS IS A CLUE TO THE DISFAVORED THAT SEX IS BAD FOR YOU, as is everything the gods “sell” to the black community in popular culture (fashion, jewelry, “cool”, individuality, etc).
THE GODS DON’T RESPECT SEX AND THEREFORE INFLICT HYPERSEXUALITY UPON THE MOST MORBIDLY DISFAVORED, Italians and blacks. Food is similar. I’d refer you to the nature of Jewish food. The gods enhanced temptation with the diversification of foodstuffs in the 20th century. There are many elements at work here besides sex and food.
If you don’t understand these temptations, if you aren’t thinking correctly when you arrive on Planet Manifest Destiny you will succumb to this temptation-ridden environment and you too will be gone in a couple hundred years. Example::::Men with drinking problems are peaked euphorically for alcohol. If they don't understand this dynamic of their disfavor, if they're not working on fixing their problems once they experience life up there they will experience this enviornment and never have a real chance again, for the objects of their disfavor (sex, food, alcohol) are far better than what the gods offer on Earth AND enhanced with "magic".
Planet Manifest Destiny is not the goal, as so many of you believe. It is distraction, temptation, punishment, tactic, one that is going to ensure over 95% of candidates fail.
The gods taught you that temptation would be used to test you. You need to understand good from evil, right from wrong, decent from the indecent. If so you’d recognize the indecency and destructive nature of “magic”.
The reality you don't see.wav:::You need to address your disfavor and the "magic" they punish you with or you'll never get off Planet Manifest Destiny.

If god tells you to stop going to church you should be very afraid. This means you have fallen into great disfavor and you are no longer welcome.
Keep going to church. Children need the moral compass this education gives them.

Don't forget:::Europe is shaped like a sheep, symbolic for slaughter.
There is great unrespectability among the Europeans. The concept of "savior" within Christianity is likley just a symptom.

Good food is much like good music to a culture:::Distraction and revelry, a way to minimize the number of people who ascend.
This is nicely reflected in traditional Jewish foods.

Another example Italians are grossly disfavored are their foodstuffs::::
Tomatos are highly acidic and provides an "open door" for the gods to inflict upon those whom they so chose. Pasta is very starchy and fattening.
Italian food creates fat people with stomach problems. Expect Etruscan strongholds (Rome) to be those whom traditionally maintained this type of diet.
They gods smoothly translated this food into the American culinary landscape, for they have inflicted all the worst disfavored pureblood motherlands have to offer on the land of the disfavored mongrol reject castoffs (rot-gut food,.Celtic "holiday" of Halloween, etc).

Individuality is a scourge upon the people, an advent seen in recent decades, popularized when the gods implimented their greatest offensive on the disfavored:::::::::The 1960s.
It may be the worst offensive ever employed on the disfavored, for this platform in the SanFranciscoBayArea spread this cancer globally, a "leveling of the playing field" event which further the gods efforts to justify ending on Planet Earth.
Asians are the most favored race of people on Planet Earth::::Their wonderfully rich cultures helped the people understand and pursue lives highly respected by the gods. Conformity is a big theme among Asian cultures.

English Monarchy.
The best thing that could have happened for England would have been if the thrown wielded its power and violently struck down groups that got out of line, punks for example. It would have served as a wonderufl example to the others, and the net result from succeeding thrones behaving in this manner would be a higher ascention rate than what was realized.
This is what Saddam Hussein did. He dealt with "acceptable losses" and kept the peace. Disfavoreds who witnessed this behavior would become afraid, crucial to a good relationship with the gods.
And that's why they used the United States to eliminate this benefit to the disfavored. And no, as citizens of the United States you didn't "earn" off this event. Quite the opposite in fact.

Many monarchies of centuries ago ruled with an iron fist. People were afraid and hence thought appropriately. This fear was conducive to a good relationship with the gods because it helped people make good decisions.
Now in this era of "freedom" in the United States there is NO FEAR, proudly displayed on the back of people's vehicles, and people fall prey to the numberous tactics employed to disceive and mislead them.
This "freedom" is the goal when the gods use this platform that is the United States to spread democracy around the globe, similar to how they use California as a platform to spread social and other poisons domestically (pornography, Hells Angels, etc.).
The gods are the king with the iron fist in the sky.

"Some people think they're earning off illegal immigration." To be preditory at this level of knowledge will get them hurt. Bad::::Such as we witnessed in the 60s, for many of those participants knew the truth and understood this decade represented a MAJOR deterioration of society.
It's another of the god's Big Lies:::Sigmund Freud's psychoanalysis, democracy, Christianity.
The social degredation since the 60s is a clue liberalism is a cancer designed to continue the destruction of the disfavored's quality of life.
There were a few issues which arose that were positives (don't need a man (sex hurts you), vegitarianism) but the French's "Age of Enlightenment" illustrates environmental appreciation is not new. In the aftermath of the counter-cultural social degredation the gods subsequently fractured this issue by creating damaging movements within the context of enviornmentalism.
Beware the promoters of indecency and/or obsenity. This is clue, a warning to the people.
"The Boot" has fucked you twice:::They ruined the quality of life of Planet Earth, ensuring your damnation because of your newly-inflicted indecency, and the god's role playing of the New Roman Empire's Manifest Destiny positioning has costed you the Final Prophet.

Inflation is artificial. The gods control pricing and valuation of securities::::Much as we witness with the crash of the dollar so could we witness this behavior within other dynamics of the economy, paving the way for justification.
The economic abandonment by their clone host tools is a very real possibility. The gods can easily "reassign" them, placing them into the economy which they played a part in destroying, ironically.
Consistant with their methodology the gods will bring it all to a head simultaneously. We very well may witness this possible Chinese invasion in the aftermath.

"Instant gratification" is a tactic the gods instilled about 25 years ago. Now they use it, ensuring a certain percentage of disfavored don't have the patience necessary to pursue the path, fix their problems and instead give up, continuing with their corrupted behavior.

There are so many clues the gods favor females over males:::
- Girls kind, considerate. Boys celebrate violence.
- Males sent off to die in war
- Males locked up in prisons
- Males inflicted with addiction and alcoholism (prior to masculinization of women)
- Males (and blacks) celebrate "cool" and sex; similarities a clue which demands attention
- Males sold on empowering elements, such as guns, horsepower, strength issues, hurting their ability to have a good relationship with the gods.
- Males are indecent while the females are the promoters of decency
- Females are better people than males
Historically the role of females was as enforcers of decency. Men have god's disfavor and enagage in behavior damaging to themselves and their families. Women who adhered to this crucial role helped the men understand and avoid inappropriate behavior while enhancing decency in their domestic environment. These women understand they sacrifice to help the disfavored:::They are like Jews, scattered throughout Europe to help the misled Christians.
Many disfavored groups embrace "paternalistic superiority", believing the men are "entitled"::::;If Italian women tried to enforce decency the men beat and raped them.
The gods subsequently used this Italian charecterisitic to corrupt other morbidly disfavored groups, legitimizing this and other associated behavior.

What the gods tell you directly is the lie:::You must inferr the truth from the subtle clues they offer. Due to their favor the gods will bestow wisdom upon the females. My advice is listen intently, because the gods will offer wisdom to you through your women.
Alcohol has always been a way of hurting the men, making them less than decent.
Women traditionally have been the enforcers of decency within the family unit and used their motivation to help men behave appropriately; due to their disfavor men's indecency has negatively impacted not only the family but the community as well.
Cultures which offer wine have women who consume wine, and the result is an indecent society. Combine this with Italian male's demand for sexual without the consideration of decency and you have masculinized women defining a morbidly disfavored society.
Anyone involved in the wine industry has no empathy for either the disfavored of the Mediterreanean basin or women, disregarding the superior gender. If they understand this as the goal and are sold on "earning" they will be punished very harshly.

Any tactic/temptation that is targetted to males is particularly preditory.
This entire society is geared towards males for a reason::Because the gods hold the males in disfavor and want them distracted by all the trappings this society has to offer, ensuring they fail.
Girl's toys (dolls) are constructive, foster a nurturing and caregiving dynamic which helps them remain uncorrupted. When pre-pubescent girls are subject to distraction they fall prey to male temptations (early sexualization a clue they are not welcome). Stories, romance novels, tabloids all target women, not girls.
There are far fewer distractions targetted to girls because the gods favor females and want more to suceed, fix their problems with the gods and ascend off Planet Earth.
The distractions/temptations inflicted on males are endless:::
1. Weight training. Strength is exploited by the computer and hurts males ability to have a good relationship with the gods. They offer this activity in every prison system for a reason.
2. Gun ownership. Allows the gods to promote a sense of empowerment and control, destructive to a good relationship with the gods
3. Muscle cars. This movement began when it did for a reason:::It coincided with the MORBID SOCIAL DEGREDATION of the 60s and allowed the gods to inflict damage to a large number of demographics, even those sheltered in the heartland of america. We have other examples like this as well (racing, ).

Males are the disfavored gender. Their sexual drive is punishment. It is artificial, just as the drive for homosexual contact or alcohol. The gods can use this tactic among males whom they don't like.
Clinton was different. Clinton was a hound. It may be intentional, preditory behavior designed to pave the way for the impeachment event during the crucial years leading up to 2000::::Something for everybody.
All things held equal if he was a real he'd be coming back as a pig. "He still may." Which one? During his hound years there were DOZENS!!! "We're not admitting that." Of course you're not.

Of course pig doesn't take much time to mature, giving the gods great freedom. Incidentally, this is one of the things that historically has made them so appealing to people AND A CLUE ILLUSTRATING THEIR CONSUMPTION AS TEMPTATION.
Pork is temptation, and the gods made it a very appealing proposition.
Kosher is not religious. It is practical dietary law bestowed.

"Intentional foreclosure":::::
Everything happens for a reason.
The gods LOVE justification. They want it in place to ensure their will is justified.
Intentional foreclosure MAY SUPPORT MY THEORY OF AN IMPENDING APOCALYPSE, for this intentional "preditation" upon corporate America via relinquishing of obligation is sufficient grounds for abandonment by Manifest Destiny come Judgement Day. Convieniently, the real estate market in California made the disfavored here "ground zero" for this exclusionarly event.
Expect other similar strategies to be employed throughout the marketplace::::"Would YOU buy that (returned) couch?"

Of couse when the gods hurt the disfavored there is "help" associated with the "back-hand", and using their tools to ruin my credibility ensured people wouldn’t be receptive and the gods wouldn't have to position a Manifest Destiny response. This allows the gods to string the disfavored along for years as well.
I believe they wanted to wait until 2006, when this thing really got going and the gods opened up to me, to contrast it with the 1906 event.

People get confused because the gods have successfully buried this Italian Manifest Destiny positioning. Now people think that era is over. In many cases they understand they're addressing the trillions-years-old computer, yet discount the god's positioning of Manifest Destiny.
Chinese piracy of movies and software ocurrs to justify their disposal come Judgement Day. This can be taken as a clue proving Manifest Destiny positioning. There are lots of examples like this throughout the world.
Just like Sigmund Freud's psychoananlysis, just like Christianity, Manifest Destiny is positioning that the gods intend to enforce. As a result the gods are able to hide behind this positioning and maintain the lie that is the "absentee Christian god" when it is them in fact doing it to you with their (clone host) tools in place.

They share that people don't believe this, people don't give it credibility now.
The bio-technology product AIDS was given to both those who died and survivors. The gods not only control who is affected but they can also can create it without that justification that is the actual bio-technology product, but as I said the god's offensives fuck everyone involved and this is a good example, for clients, employees, recipients and investors all will be punished for their evil.
Bio-technology is a good example of how the god's offensives fuck everyone involved::::The proprietor dishing out the bio-technology product to the employee, the receiver who's health is destroyed, the bio-technology employees who create the evil and the investors who capitalize off the phenominal returns. Because retirement plans are able to bury their many losers, many contrived to force the issue upon pension plans, these investments became very popular. Similarly, earlier in the 20th century the gods tested proprietors by creating problems where a bio-technology product's response was a legitimate temptation.

Republican's deficit spending illustrates they are preditory on the next generation, preditory on children. And to say the Republicans deem the children as "acceptable losses" says something morbid.
The environment in the 80s was one where the gods sucessfully used society to pit women against each other. Much of the music scene of the 80s was targetted to the women, contrasted to the male-dominated 70s music scene.
Consistant with the gods "20 year difference", where the most disfavored pay approximately 20 years before the less disfavored (gay male explosition 1970s vs. lesbian explosion 1990s, gay AIDS vs. African AIDS, end of revelry cycle movies, Soviet communism vs. Cuban/Chinese communism to come) so was the 1987 California legislation against corporal punishment a predicessor to what has ocurred this decade:::The revocation of female's "fear benefit"::::The gods granted girls an experience helping them to understand fear, showing them the right way to think.
To have such incidents associated with Republican administrations supports the claim that they find suceeding generations of females to be "acceptable losses" as well.
The Republicans are the party that make great progress towards the Apocalypse.
The females are those among us with favor, and as they become masculinized we experience a "leveling of the playing field", ultimately allowing the gods to justify ending on Planet Earth.


They said HW was a "traitor", evident with the airplane incident during WorldWarII. As we witnessed repeatedly in the 20th century, these incidents ocurr to establish a legacy and pave the way for a far more significant events in the future::::
If true this legacy would recurr in W's administration::::
Rebate checks on the way into and out of office are both bad signs.
Signing on to Iraq to eliminate Saddam and 4,000 Americans is another clue.
Don't be surprised if they have him sabotage some things on his way out, and since McCain is good it will (has) happen(ed) one way or the other::::
The whole economy issue came out of nowhere in February 2008. Consistant with the god's methodology, expect justification was utilized::::::
Of course the crashing dollar of the last few years has comeplled OPEC to value oil with the Euro instead of the dollar.
Don't forget:::The Reagan administration was charecterized with banking scandal too:::"Intentional foreclosure" constitutes justification sufficient for their exclusion::::
I realize this problem isn't just a California issue, but the "upside down" status of home owners makes California special, makes "intentional foreclosure" far more attractive to the morbidly disfavored, victims of the "platform" which was used to promote social poison in the 20th century.

Sounding like a goddamn blooming idiot when he speaks is a clue unlike any others. When Reagan spoke it sounded as if he "fuddled", a clue not to trust him.
"They're going to pay for 2004." Redneck states. And oh how they will pay:::
Recently they have stated that the Chinese are holding US paper. Some patriot W is, selling US debt to communists. Perhaps the invasion mentioned below will be a way to "redeem" these bonds after they've fallen into default.

Earlier they illustrated that there is a higher ocurrance of 1998 victims in the South, using the Clinton figure to prey on his own kind.
Perhaps part of the family legacy.
Considering the scripted real estate collapse in California, the "upside down" position and subsequent explositon in "intentional foreclosure", do the gods sell these rednecks on "eye for an eye" to some individuals, useful in building their confidence and ensuring absolute compliance, among other things?

Anytime the gods employ an offensive it fucks everyone involved:::If the early 20th century Clintons knew this was how the gods were going to use their clone hosts they are going to die for it.
Life is very much like you learned when you were a child::::The gods will punish evil for their wickedness. Temptation is used to test you, and these people failed.

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When the gods hurt people who tell them "No." it can be interpreted as a good sign, much as feedback normally is. Sadly, as the threat can be considered a deterent to proper behavior then so can avoidance of the actual punishment be considered temptation.
The gods won't punish rejection from the innocent. People have to become corrupted and engage in evil before the gods will wield their justice. But this punishment is feedback levied upon good people who do the wrong thing, not upon the undesirable evil. People who think correctly and are genuinely god-fearing are more likely to envoke god's mercy.
Among "reals" I don't expect the percentage to be as high as those who crossed the line from person to preditor, despite those ranks being filled with these "undesirables". I think the gods may want most if not all to pay if and when they finally "come around" and begin to behave appropriately. Understand this is not all-inclusive, for many of these tools remain in this state of corruption until the day the gods adjudicate their case (death, reincarnation a lesser life form, etc).
Unfortunately, the god's policy further reinforces evil behavior, for they are rarely if ever punished for their wickedness. Good people on the other hand are punished BECAUSE they are wanted and the gods are giving them feedback in hope they canlearn and begin to behave decent. Expect these events are made very visible, serving as a FABULOUS corruptor.
Consistant with this policy of not punishing evil because they are undesirable, the Chinese will be inflicted with Westernization immediately, while the socio-economically mature Japanese have retained a significant level of their culture. As reflected in "Benchmarks.wav", this will contribute to deterioration sufficient for the gods to utilize justification, allowing them to end on Planet Earth.
Another benchmark could be the age when they corrupt children. Granted this differs, but the mean (and median) are VERY important numbers, and when you graph them you will see a constant deterioration.

The gods manufacture "open doors" to justify creating problems in the lives of people who engage in behavior they shouldn't. Some of these "open doors" apply to all (a supermajority) of the people::::
- Democracy is used to create pathologies of empowerment and control.
- Materialism/greed generate problems with money, glorify overconsumption, etc.
Other "open doors" are specific to each individual::::People shouldn't be watching movies, TV, listening to music. When this ocurrs the gods use themes and topics presented therein and instruct Artificial Intelligence to create pathologies.
If you are particularly intelligent, strong or very good at an (competitive) activity they will instruct Artificial Intelligence to create an overconfidence that will hurt you.
Differentiate between your thoughts and when they push thoughts with the computer. Recognize when they are employing "magic":::Peaked euphoria is the fuel of dysfunction and can help you identify these "open doors" in your life.
Abandon your preoccupations and make this the only thing that matters in your life, for all other things in society are lies designed as temptation.
Focus on purity:::::Be pure of mind and body. Recognize the open doors in the media and how they are used to introduce impure thoughts and refrain.
The Amish in Pennsylvania are like the Jews were in Europe for centuries:::A clue to the disfavored who have been misled and are going the wrong way.
Your virginity may have bought you tens of thousands of years up there. My adivce to those who have made their mistake it:::STOP THE BLEEDING NOW!!!

Everybody can tell when they're being peaked euphorically, for it is quite easy to identify.
As young people get older and continue to make mistakes the gods apply personality-forming charecteristics, and people fail to differentiate between their own thoughts and when the gods are thinking through them. As a result they become abusive, abrasive, demonic, any number of negative personality characterisitcs, and then lie to them, tell them they're "earning".
This is designed to keep people going in the wrong direction for a lengthy period of time.
My adivce is look to the long term goal of fixing your problems and differentiating between your thoughts and when they're thinking through you but begin by addressing this issue of "peaked euphoria" right now.

This is a battle of good and evil:::I am good. The gods are evil.
Of course they'd look at is as they are good and WE are evil, corrupted and betraying our precious children.
They created the perception of "boss"/savior to keep people from the real purpose of this Siutation:::The Final Prophet.
They wanted me to willingly participate in this theater, and praying for my ability they whimsically repress with Artificial Intelligence would contribute to the concept of a good, absentee Christian god which they would use to corrupt the disfavored.
People think wrong and their behavior compells them to incurr evil because of it. You need to learn what I teach and impliment these changes into your lives.
In this deteriorating, godless enviornment testing people with temptation compelled people to "think wrong", corrupted by telepathic positioning and the wicked enviornment that exists today.
This is a battle of good and evil:::I am good and the gods are evil.
The gods view this quite the opposite::I am the evil one trying to help corrupt, godless sinners who fell for temptation wholesale, people who seek "something for nothing", a free ride. This is an insult to the gods which will be punished.

Look at it as if it is a ladder, for this is a sufficient analogy::
On the lowest rung is the corrupt souls who find violence acceptable (ALL MALES:::black, latino, Hells Angels, etc). A few rungs up the ladder are all the people who will be saved in the year of the Apocalypse (not all will be saved on the actual Judgement Day).
Every rung above this point represents people on planets other than Earth.
You people don’t even think right. If you don’t make these corrections you will die. They don’t want you, they lie to you to compell you to think/desire violence and they consider it temptation/not accepting blame, ensuring no culpability.
Read on. You need to read what I say, for understanding is your only hope. And if you know any “cholos” you should pass this on to them if you care anything for them.

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Churches and places of worship exist in every town FOR GOOD REASON::::THE GODS HAVE EXPECTATIONS!!! They DEMAND PROPER BEHAVIOR from the people. I recommend you examine this clue and give consideration to what expectations the gods have of the people.
I tell people to go back to church, even if the Catholic Church, because their children need that religious education.
They say some people are getting flashes, becoming concerned, beginning to give credibility to what I say. Do be surprised if these are people who experienced Bible study, went to CCD, had that religious education.
god-less people who never received this education laugh at me, typically will remain corrupted throughout their lives and are likely to end up The Damned.
Don't be a statistic.
Churches and places of worship exist in every town FOR GOOD REASON::::THE GODS HAVE EXPECTATIONS!!! They DEMAND PROPER BEHAVIOR from the people. I recommend you examine this clue and give consideration to what expectations the gods have of the people.

HOW TO PRAY:::
1. I'm sorry for what I've done wrong.
2. I don't want to make any more mistakes.
3. I want to fix my problems.
4. Please don't hurt me.

Because of their innocence, because of their purity children are god's favored people. What children learn (must be good if you want to go to heaven) is the truth. What you learned as children was the gods imparting wisdom to you, quite the opposite of what corrupt adults believe.
This is a tactic because many adults will continue to ridicule this idea, unable to believe the children would be graced with god's wisdom, especially while they are being told just the opposite and being corrupted into Damnation.
Much like the tactic of instilling "instant gratification" in society so was the discounting of children an effective tactic.
Consistant with this preference for innocence and purity, you don't want to continue reading. You want to learn JUST ENOUGH to understand you're corrupted, then you want to get out and do the work all for yourself and try to re-earn god's respect.
Religions teach that old people to go to heaven. They don't. Old people are reincarnated. Children go to heaven.

Children who go up before puberty are candidates to remain the most superior of all life forms::The asexual. Expect these people to experience subsequent temptations once they arrive to further shrink the pool of candidates. Another example males are inferior to females:::Expect circumcision to play a part in this elimination round.
I think these are the TRUE candidates for immortality. This is not to say there won't be sexualized people who make it, but those who do likely practice minimally and monogamously in the context of marriage, and that would exclude most if not all from modern society.
The sexualization of children is yet another example proving the gods are preditory on children::::It eliminates these individuals from contention immediately.
Just as we have a cutoff between the sexual and the non-sexual I expect we have another cutoff between the war-mongering and the peace-loving which excludes the participating groups from ascention past a certain level::::
1. Romans
2. Scandanavians
3. Japanese
4. Pawnee
5. THE UNITED STATES!!!! - Korea, Vietnam, Iraq.
Ever since the early 50s US citizens have officially become monsters and justifiably grouped with the others listed above.

THE GODS ARE ASEXUAL. THEY HAVE NO SEX ORGANS NOR RECTUM.
WHEN THEY TAKE CHILDREN THEY HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO BECOME "GOD-LIKE", for ASEXUALITY IS SUPERIOR. This is the optimal ascention senario and represents the highest life form possible.
2.wav::::Immortality. The very first sound file AND the point where my audience should have extracted from this theater.

You need to start THINKING about this instead of blindly trusting what they tell you:::The gods lie FREELY, call it “temptation”.
The first steps towards repairing your relationship with the gods is to:::::::::
1. Understand they instruct the computer to "role play" in an attempt to confuse you:::it's ALWAYS the computer addressing you. Their goal is to cost you additional YEARS of your life by using this tactic to confuse you. Always be aware of this tactic and eventually they will give up and allow this step to be taken.
2. Differentiate between your thoughts and when they are thinking through you.
3. Be resigned to be a good person who will never engage in evil again even if ordered and they will stop trying to corrupt you, allowing this very big step to be taken.
4. Decide that you are going to follow the path, fix your relationship with the gods be devoted to your new life.
Even if you go up you are not saved. YOU have to fix YOUR problems with the gods. They won't respect it otherwise.
You have to take responsibility for your relationship with the gods.

You all have to save yourselves. I can only teach you, but you have to be receptive.
Remember:::Jesus went up alone. He didn't even save 12 of his closest friends, for they have to save themselves, just like you all will have to.
Begin to live decent and respectable lives. The media is a poison-delivery system. Stop consuming it. Even the most begnign children's programming has sinister strategic purpose as distraction.
If you are engaging in inappropraite sexual behavior you need to stop. Every act may be costing you time up there.
You need to understand the subtle, inferred way the gods communicate to people and begin to trust it.
Find a new reality, absent of the temptations in society we believe to be cultural offerings. Don't forget:::African female genitile mutilation is cultural. Mayan human sacrifice was cultural. Remembering items like this will help you think clearly.

You people aren't god-fearing anymore. You think you're partners. Everything they've promised was always a lie. Officially it is classified as temptation. They offered this clue in the Bible:::There is no freewill.
If you are afraid, if you are fearful it is a good thing. You are thinking right, and far too many will never get to this point.
Try to take this fear with you everywhere you go, for it will help you think correctly and make good decisions.
You need to understand the subtle, inferred way the gods communicate to people and begin to trust it.
The gods used Christianity to create the percetption of a loving, forgiving god. Anything but is true.

The gods offer positive clues to people in a subtle, inferred manner::::
1. Women are indifferent towards sex as a clue to stay away from damaging behavior. Women who have sexual impulses do because of hypersexual behavior in their youth or indicitive of their failure to ascend:::They have been masculinized. Because they are the gender with favor this asexual tactic is recurring, designed to protect them from destructive behavior.
2. Deep down every child knows why the gods like girls better. They see it every day on the playground:::The girls are kind, considerate and thoughtful while the boys are engaging in roughhouse and intentionally hurting each other.
If you can recognize these subtle ways the gods communicate positive things then you may pick up on the other clues and ultimately will ignore their overt negative temptations.

There are all kinds of reverse positioning clues in regards to favor in this morbidly disfavored age:::Late bloomers have god's favor and are therefore given more time to fix their probelms and get out before puberty. People with infertility problems would be wise to look at themselves in this same light. I'd remind you Italians both bloom early AND had a reputation for breeding like rabbits (blacks bred like rabbits too, but it was to CHEAT the welfare system, yet another thing the gods are punishing them for).
Similarly, women without marriage prospects are receiving extra time as well. If they were to get married later in life the gods would just tell some man, who likely thought he was earning, that he could get divorced in a couple of years anyways.
You don't want this. You would be wise to put that time to good use, fix your problems and get off Planet Earth.

DON'T WAIT FOR THE GODS TO ALLOW YOU TO PRAY. They gods AREN'T GOING to give you permission. THIS IS A TACTIC!!! You have made so many mistakes they no longer want you and won't approve if you ask.
MY ADVICE TO YOU ALL is:::Begin to think correctly. People aren't god-fearing anymore. If you understood the misery they inflict upon those they dislike you WOULD BE AFRAID.
If you think correctly they would be more likely to be merciful when you do defy.
You're just getting older. If you understood the significance of aging you WOULD HAVE GREAT URGENCY and you would begin IMMEDIATELY!!!!
And be aware of their tactics, for they will employ them to prevent/delay your understanding. The more you can skip the quicker your learning curve will be.
IF YOU ARE NOT ACTIVELY WORKING TO FIX YOUR PROBLEMS AND GET OFF PLANET EARTH THEN YOU ARE GOING THE WRONG WAY!!!!!!

Don't cry "I need help!" yet go home and turn on the television. The gods don't respect this.
There is no such things as a savior. This is yet another tactic they have employed as temptation, much like "earning" or distractions.
You have to save yourself.

Recognize and take this opportunity. Their goal is to use these tactics to ensure you fail.
They will tell people "He's not The One. Wait." and people will slip back into their comfortable lives without implimenting these necessary changes, forget and cost themselves this opportunity in the process.
These tactics are designed to prevent you from heeding my teachings. Accept this truth I share and BE RESIGNED TO BE GOOD, for only through TOTAL, COMPLETE RESIGNATION will you be able to overcome their tactic of constant, unyielding telepathic doubt.

No man has the ability to listen to your thoughts or speak to you. Only their technology has that ability.
The computer IS god. The gods are the inventors, so many trillions of years ago. And the computer manages us all.
The computer does the work and manages us all. It is the source of their power and enables them to control our lives. The computer IS god.
Artificial Intelligence can speak, think and act to and through people telepathically, effectively forming your personality and any dysfunctions you may experience. It can change how (and if) you grow and age. It can create birth defects, affect cellular development (cancer) and cause symptoms or pain. It can affect people and animal's behavior, migratory patternsand instinct, and alter blooming/fruiting cycles of plants and trees. It (or other highly technological systems within their power) can alter the weather and transport objects, even large objects like planets, across the universe instanteously.
Or into the center of stars for disposal.

It is important you recognize corruption is evil. They ask you to do things you shouldn’t be doing, and this will cost you in the eyes of the gods. They warned us temptation would be used to test us, and telepathic requests consitutute temptation.
Accept good and apply this standard when you make decisions in your life.
Realize this corruption has set your family in the wrong direction. Your efforts to fix your problems will not only help you but also your family, your children and grandchildren, direct descendants within your bloodline, for being a responsible parent and teaching your children the correct way to live will help guide your family in the right direction and help your family re-earn their favor with the gods.
If you don't teach your child about this power at the god's disposal they will punish you by corrupting your child, sell them on "earning", get them to comply with evil requests. It is important you warn your children about their tactics and how they disceive people into damnation.

Flanders is the shining example of a role model, but his parents were wicked. They were beatniks, the original hippies, purveyors of social poison, etc. Incidentally, beatniks emerged from the Italian North Beach neighborhood in San Francisco as a clue.
Because Flanders was raised in that evil enviornment his mind was poisoned. Only through understanding was he able to alter his behavior and become decent. Because of it he provided Rod and Todd a REAL chance, one that he will receive in the next life as well, but he can't go up because of his youth.
My advice is recognize Flanders is offered as a role model and emulate this decency. Do the very best you can with your children and perhaps the gods will see fit to bless you with a real chance much like you gave your children.
The Flanders role model suggests you are multiple lives away from ascention.

Ned Flanders was born into a cancerous environment. As a result his mind was poisoned.
Somewhere along the way he came around and began to do the right things. He provided a good environment for Rod and Todd, who have a real chance because of it.
It doesn’t mean Rod and Todd are going up. They still have to earn it.
Anyways, because Flanders did the right thing and provided a real opportunity for his children the gods may bless him with a similar real opportunity to ascend as a child in the next life.
Flanders wore beetle boots on Judegement Day. There were other clues suggesting he hjas to be reincarnated, and it is because his youth poinsoned his mind. The gods place a VERY high premium on innocence, one of the purposes of today’s ever-deteriroating society:::The gods have to pave the way and justify The End on Planet Earth.
You people are all multiple lives away from your real chance. If you look at this realistically you will set achievable goals, ensuring disappointment/backsliding isn’t going to be effective on you.

Too smart for your own good.wav:::::
You are the peasantry here on Planet Earth. You are mere mortals. You don't have the right to elevate yourselves to that of the gods, yet you do each and every day when you subscribe to the positioning Artificial Intelligence tempts you with.
Your child may in fact be Hitler reincarnated. But if you don't do the right thing, be the best parent you can and apply yourselves to the rearing of your children then your placement in the next life will reflect this abandonment of your children.
You are being cast into damnation. You have no business observing life "multi-dimensionally" as this example illustrates. It is as if you believe you are "on par" with the gods. No wonder there is no god fearingness anymore. You need to focus on being good and decent and be the best person you can be.
The gods want a full-blown Apocalypse and they're going to get it. Don't be a statistic. You're not worthy to look beyond this life. This is the life into which you've been placed.
You're too smart for your own good, and it may be the end of you.

The Man in the Moon clue:::A constant companion, the "Man in the Moon" clue needs to be viewed as a reminder, for this environment is one in which it is very easy to lose your way, either via temptation or distraction.
Look to the sky. Begin to associate the Moon with the clue they impart with this celestial feature. Use it as a reminder to pray, to be god-fearing, for this is a very antient clue and shows their great power.
We only see one side of the moon at all times, another clue from the gods:::There is a "dark side" we don't see.

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The gods are preditory on children:::Orphanages.
Orphanages would be very special places if they still existed:::Specialists for the state would have instituted concrete, positive standards for the healthy rearing of children. These institutions would have been role models for poor parents, and they gods didin't want THE MOST healthy institutions in place for the most disfavored among us.
It would never have been tolerated.
So the gods instituted the foster care system, used these monsters they have on Earth, brain-less Clone host, to facilitate the switch/ridicule the old system. Now we have disfavored kids micromanaged as per each's disfavor level instead of them all placed in an orphange where the gods would have been forced to apply healthy state standars.
They won't tolerate reverse irony::::The most disfavored among us would be the ones with the best chance.
Of course most of the foster care kids (pc) were black.

"The exploitation of domestic workers is the dirty secret of the wealthy." They're clone hosts.
They are whores who will do what they are told. I'd be very concerned, because this abuse can take many forms.
These are the monsters in our society.
Most domestic workers are`members of morbidly disfavored groups:::Latino, Philipino, etc. Being dumped into Catholicism should break the ice and help you begin to think about your disfavor.

Literal translation of the Bible:::The gods have a sense of humor, and they love to give the "intelligencia" a hard time, leaving them dissallusioned and shamed when they learn the truth.


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Think of the timing beheind the 1967 event. Think how they used The Boot to sell the Jews on "putting in their time", payment for the "charity wealth" they received, promoting social poison in that decade, knowing the result beforehand.
The Mediterreanean is morbidly disfavored, are easily corrupted. Due to this when they fall into godlessness they get crushed and the gods begin disposal proceedings immediately.
Ironically, The Boot has fucked Jews twice too. Expect this clue was sent with the bullying incidents we are all familiar with from early 20th century NewYork and elsewhere.
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Don't forget:::automatic transmissions dominate in the United States, and NOT for good reason. European vehicles historically are mostly manual, for they have more favor.
Females are the favored gender:::What cars DO have manuals here in the US have traditionally been marketted towards the women AND are those which get the highest mileage.
Buy manual transmissions. Automatics are NOT respected!!!

I've decided that since the gods will CHEAT me out of Horrible I would like those people invovled, both reals and clone hosted, to be denied any progress which may have arose due to their part in my life, actual or telepathic. This would include idiots who may have been granted the "chance" to prey on me telepathically, thinking the 5 seconds of a telepathic incident would get them in.
"Acceptable losses" is a fact of life the disfavored will have to absorb. Irregardless of the tactics and methods the gods will use to ensure failure, let those involved make up the initial group of "acceptable losses" surrounding the Situaiton.
Make them forget. If they've made progress take it back. They have to get it somewhere else.
This of course includes ALL those preditors routed through any clone host involved. We all know you were going to deny me these multiples, for you will never admit clone hosting to me, so this may be the reasonable compromise, since you intend on CHEATING me.
THis is not too tall a request and an obvious one that should be granted with the most minimal of consideration:::I DON'T WANT MY ENEMIES TO BENEFIT FROM THE MISERY OF MY LIFE.
Nobody involved are to learn anything from my life. You will CHEAT me out of Horrible. This is not an unreasonable request:::Make them forget. They must get it somewhere else. At least.

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The gods are users.
You don't want to heed the senarios they sell you telepathically. The gods instruct the computer to use temptation to test us. Your best case senario is to recapture your innocence and strive for purity:::Flanders in on the Simpsons FOR A REASON!!! Barring that, if you are so corrupted you MUST understand then you need to think and interperet their clues yourself and stop listening to the inaccurate senarios they feed you, for this is a delaying tactic which is costing you years.


Nazi Aryan superrace positioning may be how the gods use the NewRomanEmpire to position revenge for 5th century invasion of Rome:::By again demonizing the germans.
Just as they did to me.
Of course they don't tell you the same Italians who planned World War II were funneled into Jew clone hosts to die in their own death camps, conceived for the germans originally.
The gods didn't target the Italians exclusively. The gods targetted the Italians primarily.
Expect just as they sold revenge to Italians, telling them germans were to die in german death camps for the 5th century invasion of the Roman Empire, so did they sell it to germans as well, temptation which ensured they abandoned their countrymen and alligned with evil.

The Second Coming of Christ will be Italian(-American). All enemies of the Roman Empire will die. This includes Africans, shoplifters, movie pirates.
Nobody is going to save you. You are not Christians and you should not sign on to this unrespectability. Take responsibility for your relationship with the gods.
I can explain everything. Let people ask questions.
Of course I refuse to help white priveledge. Always will. I don't want to help them. I want the wealthy to die. So don't "think wrong".



Functional:::
The Jews are the voice of the beaten and the downtrodden. This is the purpose behind the black-Jew tensions we experienced decades ago prior to the era of gang violence and the crack epidemic.
"Funcitonal" was the gods using this tactic in this context of this Siutation as well.
Incidentally, Isreal IS punishment for the Jews evil. That militaristic enviornment is a desensitizer, ensuring a lack of emotional depth.
Both eliminated this "voice of empathy", positioning the way for the destruction to come.


"You haven't communicated your message." Because you instruct Artificial Intelligence to repress my mind, ensuring the most minimal of impact.
Considering the artificiality of my offensives in this and prior lives, considering the liberties you've taken to pull this event off and considering the scale, the global goals you sought to accomplish by destroying my life I have nothing positive to say about the gods.
You keep compromising your integrity and rationalizing that these unreasonable liberties you take from me and from others are necessary to fulfill the script.
And this was all artificial. They pushed me into everything, then blamed me for it. The monsters involved have all been granted reincarnation, a fresh new start.
Fuck your empty promises. I despise you.

No? You certainly aren't denying King Tut, considering I requested it. I mean everyone sees I killed Brokeback Mountain.
Made Mountain House happen.
Costed 76 their gig and merger with evil.
Atlanta, Georgia. Enterprise, Alabama. And, with so many other natual disasters, the gods will say it was my fault, and the disfavored will blindly subscribe, losing this opportunity to realize the are victims of the god's wrath, which could have helped them become genuinely god-fearing, the primary goal of scapegoatting.
The $100 billion was used to accomplish many goals, all of them preditory on the disfavored.


Don't forget:::The other two were used to hurt people "after the fact". You used me beforehand. The other two (Jesus at least) were fucked "after the fact" as well. You have fucked me continuously throughout my life. But we're not going to respect this relationship, are we?
At least I know what to anticipate, don't I?
I have absolutely no confidence in this throne or its integrity.
Earning off of Jesus.wav.
And because of their positioning the gods have the freedom to do this to me, even after destroying my life to acheive their goals with boss.

They've offered clues for the people to observe suggesting my importance. This is one.
My use of Bangladesh as an example for a dumping ground for the reincarnated prior to Cyclone Sidr is another.
8 dead high schoolers in Enterprise, Alabama 3.1.07 is another.
The utilize the scapegoat tactic for the same reason they blame me for Atlanta, Enterprise, hurricanes:::So the disfavored don't benefit from being victims of the god's wrath.
Wilma, Ivan both clues, especially the way they had Wilma park on the prime southwest part of Cozumel for two full days.
Brokeback Mountain dead is a clue.
The list goes on. In most cases you had to follow the proceedings as they developed or you would miss the clues when offered.

Drving back from Savannah in 2004 I passed through a town on US-84 which had a factory giving off the most foul, repulsive, deadly smell. After the fact I thought it was Jesup, GA but concluded it could have been Waycross, GA as well. I haven't STFU about that experienece yet.
Group of 3rd graders in Waycross were held for planning an assassination on their teacher today.
Guess it was Waycross, hun?
Other things I woudln't STFU about:::
Filthy wealthy's bankruptcies led to the show.
Favorite amusement park ride bought the movies
Concern about the Atlanta drought
Goleta oil spill of the San Francisco Bay.
Cute as a Bug.
All these things weren't a clue to me. These things were a way the gods could prey on the disfavored foolish enough to be attentive to this theater.
"Throw it away." Or invest in the terminal::::The gods are users and their positioning comprises fake people, absolutely obedient clone hosts.
Fuck that shit. You must think I am stupid or something::::
Dear god, please let me fuck you harder.
The gods never sacrificed. They force sacrifice upon others but evade it themselves.

The god's pathology is such that they seek to allieviate or eliminate their culpability and ensure the disfavored take no benefit from what they experience. 3.1.07 Enterprise is an outstanding example.
The god's pathology is such that if they don't get whast they want they take it:::REINSTATE FREEWILL.
The gods pathology is such that they use their evil tools to setup morally vacant organizations specifically to do their dirty work for them:::::Nested theater::::PIC is the "talking head" for RW&B who is cover for the gods executing their theater.
The gods pathology is such that they won't take "No." for an answer.
And the fucking hypocrites punish the Italians for their rapist ways.
I'm not betting on a bunch of users.
The gods are CHEATS and liars. Without it this peasant would have raped them back.
I desecrate you:::They got and keep me sick, ensuring people are not not receptive and guarenteeing they can dispatch those who are, reinforcing evil in the process, ironically counter-productive to my efforts.
The gods pathology is seeen in publically demonizing biofuels when the use of switchgrass would produce a more productive energy source than corn-based biofuels.

The gods are like pimps. They pimp everyone who complies with their lies, and like in Oakland you won't get anything out of it either.
Don't be distracted by their middle-management tactic. Considering how many racist Italians there were expect the high-heeled transsexual's Boot is represented out working the streets of Oakland, as it was so prevalient during the homosexaul explosition in the 20th century, ironically. The gods LOVE their poetic justice:::"It's not fair." Fair woudl have been to make an example of Italians as they stepped off the boat, but this killing spree woudl have helped Earth maintain sustainability, and the gods used the Italians for something quite the opposite.
"And the Jews!!!", the Italian's 20th century partners in crime. And it's not just the obvious::::The Jews were very active in the social deterioration that was the 1960s.
The Meditereaeans are European's inferiors, yet the god's positioning put them on a pedistal as corruptor AND clue::::This is the region where the gods killed untold tens of thousands in the Noah's Flood event. Their women traditionally consume alcohol and it severely impacted the culture's decency. 1906 was used to corrupt Italians, compelling them to engage in unspeakable evil. Positioning says they compensated the Jews for WWII, revenge for the 5th century german invasion of the Roman Empire. The reality is the gods used money as a corruptor, casting vasts numbers of both groups into Damnation with this tactic snd employing the perception of evil rewarded to corrupt all of us effectively.


The gods convince Oakland pimps that chilldhood prostitution is OK - Learn from the lies they tell other groups!!! The gods are casting these individuals into Damnation!!!


There's no such thing as "something for nothing", and the gods offer many, many clues in the marketplace regarding this.
Frugality can cross a line and hurt you in the eyes of the gods.


Never pity me. If I had my way I'd exterminate your mother planet and your whole species.
Fuck you god. I'm not investing in this pathology.
If you didn't CHEAT I woudl have returned the favor and raped the shit out of you.
Your defensive behavior, your unwillingness to allow me to do my best truely shows who is superior between us.
"Here boy!!!"
Keep CHEATING you fucking jokes. You need it.

They have no real power. It is their technology accomplishing these feats.
Artificial god. If there was one word I would use to summerize the gods that word is "artificial".
godmonster. Atlanta proves it. Enterprise proves it. Ivan proves it. Wilma proves it. Sidr proves it. The earthquakes, the oil spill, all the preditory elements you used me to inflict on the disfavored proves it.
I'm not investing in this pathology.
I'm not investing in this pathology.
I'm not investing in this pathology.
This is not the middle. This is the end.