Friday, 15 January 2010

Im A Useless Blobber Right? LOL

Ok... first of all Im sorry I aint been Twaddling or blobbing... life has been a whirlwind of different things and the longer I left logging in here the more I felt maybe my time was done here, then I logged on and saw all your comments.... blimey, your suckers for punishment lol

Second of I hope you all had a great crimbo and new year....I did raise me glass to you all, and I even got rat-arsed a few times...... apparently Im funny when Ive had a drink lmfao

One thing I did put mind and soul into was finishing the qualification I started back in the year, me CCLD NVQ3... its usually a 2 year course at college, but I decided to do it on the job and gave me self 6 months..... but of course me second surgery with complications was in the middle so its taken a little longer, but still a 2 year course done and dusted and PASSED in just 8 months aint something to snot at :) - YEP I PASSED this week..... and there was me thinking I was well to old for pages and pages of indepth work LOL.... but once I get me teeth into something there is no stopping me..... It felt good to get the results and realise I still have it in me to absorb stuff and to write great papers full of my knowledge and experience in the field of work I find myself in...... so cheers to me LOL.... I was told my papers were 'a tad different' and filled with not only the indepth content needed but also with funny quips, stories and sayings, apparently some of my papers had the assessor laffing in her office LOL.... well you know me, I can only be me, be it writing serious papers or writing Twaddle....

Over the past few weeks Ive tried to stack on the shelves of me mind all the negative and shit things that have been in my life this past few years, all the things that was eating away at the person I was, I let certain people sorta take away my ability to wear me 'well ard' head and be the strong tough person Ive been all me life, I opened way to much and Ive paid the consequences.... and if I hadnt of done that then I would of maybe coped with all these surgeries and negative people that seem to cling to me like 'clingons on a hairy bum' LOL.... I can do that, stack things away, the shelves of me mind are full of things, sometimes I take them down like an old favourite book and smile at the wonderful memories, and sometimes I take the wrong things off the shelves and I let them affect me.... well, usually Im a tough biscuit to crunch and Id like to think that most of the past 2 years and some of the people thrown in that mix are stacked on the top shelf, left to gather dust and forgotten for good....

Sooooooooo crimbo...... I/we had the most loverly of times.... it was very relaxed and just the funniest.... cos of the tension thats been hanging around our home for a few months now, I have NOT been the best person to live with lol...I will be the first to admit that.... I'll put it down to hormones LMFAO...but in fact I realise its where Ive just been so very very scared, probably the first time truely in my life.....scared of so many things, things that usually I just think 'what will be will be' and I let that fear flow into my core and affect the balance of HERE.... I was also a little concerned that crimbo would not be the same, or that it would be our last 'together' but you know what, this crimbo was the BEST one we have had for years, and our crimbos are usually great, but this one seemed special........ its as if we had all come back together as one....the love just oozed out of the doors of my house, it has pulled us back together, moulded us back into our unit that has held us all together all these years on our own.... we kept ourselves to ourselves and just enjoyed being with each other, I went to bed in tears, but they were tears of joy and not the tears that Ive shedd for months.... I thought we had lost US but we hadnt, it was there all the time...just buried a little under the burdens of life... we seemed to come to a pact, a silent pact.... without even saying anything... we realise WE are all we have.... just us.... we have no one else here, no one that truely cares about us.... no family on either side that gives a shit....just US.. we have US..

And even though Im fighting desperately to keep a roof over our heads and Im scared and dont know which way to turn, dont know how to sort this one out....I know that whatever happens... we will always have US.... the unconditional love that we only seem to have around these parts.... we are unmaterialistic and our needs are very small compared with most people I know around here..... I need to find 'my people' so Ive stepped away from most people that have been in my life, cos, we dont wear the same gloves..... shit, mine dont even match let alone be designer ones LMFAO....

I'll explain a little more another time........ I just wanted to put something up in here to let you know Im alive....to exist is not living...... but at the moment it will do for me, it has to....

We have been snowed in for almost a week..... I'll post about that soon..

I will do a proper post over the weekend and tell you all about our crimbo with photos..... I think this is the first post without photos.... but, I doubt anyone is even here to read it anyways LMFAO...

If anyone is here....... Know you are loved..... Iggy fanks dear sweet you for the beautiful flowers that came in the week, and JBelle for the amazing parcel filled with beautiful things I will treasure always, and my dear dear friend Jolie for the beautiful handmade things again they will be treasured for ever, they came this week once the post vans could get through, ok so they had to stop at the end of the road and trek through the snow, but trek they did......Love you all, but you so shouldnt be spending your hard earned dosh on the likes of me :) - we had had no post for a week.... so what a loverly surprise to have 3 things arrive as soon as the post was back up and running.... my heart sings for you all..

ok ok I'll leave you with just a couple of photos .......



Our Jacob is nuts lol the trampoline was so soft and fluffy with snow lmfao


DONT EAT YELLOW SNOW :)

Enough Twaddle for today, see you over the weekend....

OXO

106 comments:

Dumdad said...

Glad to have you back and twaddling in the blogosphere. You haven't missed much. Most of us have been ranting on about the snow.

A bit late but here it is: Bonne Année! I hope you have a great year.

Elaine said...

You're amazing, d'a know that? With all you've been through lately (with the ops and that) as well as everything else which I don't know about, you've always got a smile on your face around here...you always make us all laugh...as well as most of your neighbourhood too. You work bloody hard, you cook the most wonderful food and look after your family as well as other peoples' and you put me to shame! You love your boys wih a passion and that's only half of it. I'm honoured to call you my friend. (Can I call you my friend...I'd like to be your friend.)

Hugs. Elaine. x

Robin said...

Yea! You're back!

Deanna said...

Welcome back dear. I'd like to come build you a disappearing shelf that you can stack all the crap on and then it would disappear - never available to be dusted off again.

Congratulations on the amazing job of passing that course in 8 frickin' months! Kudos! You are one amazing woman. All that you have gone through and then passing that course. Wow!

Will keep watching for more.

Huge hugs!

ChrisB said...

Congratulations on your new qualification. You did brilliantly with all you've had going on.

I've been letting my blog slide since Christmas. Must get back into things. I think being stuck in the house and having nothing much of interest to write about has numbed my brain or maybe its the fact that I have a useless hubby under my feet all day now he's retired. He's been ill since Christmas so can't do anything !!!! Ha I wonder what his next excuse will be!!

CeeCee said...

It has been a tough year for you, for sure.
I'm so glad your boys gathered round and held you up for the holidays!

It's funny with this blogging thing---we often feel if we don't blog that we're letting people down. Complete strangers (many of them--me included). Don't feel that way. The blog is for you to put your thoughts down, to chronicle your life, good and bad. Once a day, once a week, once a month, once a year---whatever fits you best.

I've got you tagged in my sidebar and it tells me when you've updated. That way, if you don't update, I'm not in and out checking your blog every day. So, no worries girl. Just keep on keepin' on. I read every time you update.

Take care and happy, happier new year to you!

Charles Gramlich said...

I thought I didn't mind the cold, but I don't think I could lay down in snow with just my shorts on. Not by choice anyway.

Jen said...

Congrats on passing your exams! What an accomplishment! And I'm so glad you had a special Christmas with your boys.

Believe it or not, we have no snow. The rain the last few days has melted what little we did have. But we still have at least two months of winter, so we'll see what happens.

Theresa said...

I was so excited to see you all bold like in my reader.

Thank you for checking in. I know that I don't email enough but I do stalk you in the blog world.

Loves, {{HUGS}} and Prayers all your way!!

Intense Guy said...

You are NOT a useless blobber. :)

Hugs ya silly - its good to see you back here once more.

And hey! Congrats on the passing (done and dusted in 8 months!) the CCLD NVQ3!

Now if doing that 2-year course in 8 months isn't proof you are a stubborn coot - nothing is!

Toriz said...

Firstly, it's good to see a post up from you. :)


Secondly, congrats on passing the course, and in just 8 months too! :)

And, finally, I'm glad you and your lads had a great Christmas.

Pamela said...

only you would post the yellow snow.. h a ha.

I know what you mean about having those little shelves in your head and taking down the wrong stuff to remember. How can we get rid of that bad stuff? sigh.

Word Tosser said...

Congrats on your test scores, why aren't I surprised... figured you would ace it...
See doing the blog keeps your writing in tune for the serious stuff...lol... good practice..
Can't wait for this weekend when you put in the pictures...hopefully one such picture or pictures will be the new white door your lads made for your neighbor...lol...lol...

Betty said...

Glad you're back! And, congratulations on finishing the course.

Lee Harris said...

Snow!!! I remember snow. 3 winters in the tropics and I tend to forget things like being snowed in. I posted a picture of your snow covered island. Too kewl for words.
Great to read your blob, as always.

Lynn said...

awww dont apologize for not bloggin, its definitely good to see one though :o) Im so glad that you had a wonderul Crimbo, and congrats on your passing the school thingy!! That trampoline pic is funny and sent a chill through me LOL..and ewwww yellow snow..hehe...you have a wonderful day!!

Cindy said...

Congratulations on passing that course! Glad you had such a great Christmas with your boys, too!
Looking forward to the pictures.

green libertarian said...

So glad ya'll had a wonderful family Crimbo, Mel. Your boys are so cute, love the pics.

Now, what does that alphabet soup of classes you took and exams passed mean?

Hope you got my email.

x

Lil ol' me... said...

What advice I'll give ya is cliched and worn-out and obvious and well-worn, and, well, will probably overly familiar, to which you'll be saying "Not Again!!!" but really the only way to get thru this life is One Day At A Time. Learn from the old, enjoy the present, look ahead to the future. Just don't freak out. We need ya in our computers...

MarmiteToasty said...

Wooo Hooo look at me answering comments within hours pmsl..

~(((Dumdad)))~ looks like ya cant get rid of me :) - its rained all night here so now the snow has almost gone, but the bestest snow for 30 years, its been brilliant, just wish I could of gone sledging with me lads though :(.... bonne annee to you and your family to...xxxxxx

~((((Elaine))))~ oh hush, I aint no different from any other mum.... and I would be honoured to call YOU friend.. :) ...xxxxxx

~((((Robin))))~ Ya might regret those words lol... xxxxx

MarmiteToasty said...

~((((Deanna))))~ well Im usually brill at stacking stuff, I just let me guard slip this past few years with crappy soft words, I fell for that old bloody chestnut and believed everything that was said, LOL... idiot that I am :)...

So things are neatly stacked back on the shelf :)...xxxxxx

~((((Crispy))))~ fanks, I am a little proud of meself, cos I almost lobbed it all in after me surgery, just glad I stuck with it.. being stuck in the house Ive baked me arse off lol freezer full, bellies full.... brain bored to tears lmfao... sorry about your hubby.... bloody men and their 'man flu' :).. keep ya chin up girl..xxxxxx

MarmiteToasty said...

~(((((CeeCee))))~ I think I made it harder meself by letting me 'hard head' slip, so, anyways, wont let that happen again..

Well, I blog as a diary for me lads for when I am no longer around, in the hope that they might get a smile out of the things that have happened that they know nuffin about LOL... lads often only see the one side of ya, maybe it will make the smile someday at the other side of me... appy new ears to you to :)..xxxxxx

~(((((((Charles))))))))~ the snow has been such a beautiful thing here, best in 30 years, it sent everyone a little crazy lol.. you wait til I do me 'snow post' after me crimbo post LMFAO..... you might never come here again lol... I will just say two words 'twat neighbour' :)...xxxxxxxx

~(((Jen)))~ I am pretty chufted I will admit about passing..... pages and pages of indepth course work, maybe I'll sell it on ebay LOL...xxxxxx

MarmiteToasty said...

~((((Theresa)))))~ I meant to send you another crimbo tree ornament again this year, sorry, but I will next year :)

LOL@Stalk.... I, hopefully will catch up with everyones blob this weekend...fanks for the hugs, ya can never have to many of them..xxxxxx

~((((((((((Iggy))))))))))~ did you get me email? - well I am in truth a lousy blobber lol hugs backatcha... the flowers are beautiful and I move them around the house depending on what room Im in so that I can see them always smiling at me... I AINT STUBBORN, am I? lol xxxxxx

~(((((((ToriZ))))))))~ the little chicken you handmade me sits pride of place on me dresser amongst my other treasures... what a wonderful special person you truely are.. xxxxxxxx

MarmiteToasty said...

~(((((Pamela)))))~ Aint that yellow snow photo just the best lmfao I spied it and thought.. I know where that is going lmfao....

As regards the bad stuff, its never been a bother to me, Pam I have shelves and shelves of it, I dont carry the baggage around, its just stored on the shelves marked 'lost property' its just I certain circumstances affect my normal way of thinking and I let me guard down, usually I can talk about anything on the shelves and it dont bother me... just been a bit of an emotional wreck since I realised some people are full of bullshit and bollocks lmfao....xxxxxx

MarmiteToasty said...

~(((((Tosser)))))~ :) fanks dear you.... well my papers were written very much like I write here LMFAO, they did cause a few laffs at the assessment place lmfao.....shhhh about the neighbour lol I dont know whether to actually put that up.... people here might NEVER come back or speak to me again LMFAO hahahahaha...xxxxxxxxx

~((((Betty)))))))~fanks you :) Im glad I didnt quit like I was gonna... I would of been well cross with meself if I had..xxxxxxx

~((((((((((((Lee)))))))))))))~ we dont usually get proper snow down here in the south of England, some years its just a little splattering for a day or two, but this is the bestest worse snow down here for 30 years, and I remember the snow and what I was doing 30 years ago as if it was yesterday and thats scary, where did those years go..... do you want me to post you a snowball LOL...xxxxxxxx

~(((((Lynn)))))))~ oh that trampoline snow photo aint nuffin to what else they got up to LOL.... fanks for saying its good to see me :)....xxxxxxxx

~((((Cindy))))~ know you are loved..xxxxxxx

MarmiteToasty said...

~((((((Chuck)))))))~ I aint got no email from you??? :( resend it iffin ya like...

oh all those letters lmfao.... its a high qualification in ChildCareLearningDevelopment... the course usually cost £700 ($1400) so the assesser said, but I got a bursary for it so it was free, thats why I thought, what the heck, might as well do it :).....

(((((((((Chuck)))))))) love you dear friend.....ya know that right? :)...xxxxxxxxx

~((((Lil ol'me))))~ ok, who are ya and welcome to the mad house :).... oh dont read my post wrong, its just a little hiccup, Im usually well ard :) and tough and it usually takes a lot to rattle my bones....xxxxxxxxx

MarmiteToasty said...

OH ~((((((lil ol' me))))))~ tis you, ya daft sod LMFAO... xxxxxxxx

Anonymous said...

I doubt you are a useless blobber, and it's very good to hear from you and some of the things you have been up to. I think you could pretty much accomplish anything you put your mind to, so good luck this coming year in all you do. The Stickman

JeanneH said...

Dearest Marm...you certainly have had a year, haven't you? I won't even begin to tell you about ours, but SO glad to read your post this morning...I was checking in every few days and beginning to worry about you...but, look at you - you've been busy passing your course and wrapping all those presents before Christmas! I'm darn proud of you! I love the snow pictures. I think you had nore than we[ve had here in North Idaho all winter - so far. We really got gypped this year as far as winter goes! I admire you so much - your "stick-to-it-ive-ness" - not sure where that word came from but it IS a word! Love to you and the boys...and the girls (cluck-cluck!) Jeanne in Idaho

Intense Guy said...

Now, for me, the big mystery is this... who made that snow yellow?

My list of suspects is short...

Jacob, and MarmiteToasty herself.

I'm hoping you weren't squatting there ... doing ... that... :)

Anonymous said...

its a pity that the snow didn't stay looking like that for long.

no matter what you say you are the kind of mum that plenty would pay a lot of dosh to have.

I am sure you have realised by now that I love my mum to bits but I would have loved her to be more like you. (not that I am insinuating that you are old enough to be my mum....I wouldn't dare)

you remind me more of my granny (my mum was a career woman before she retired) my kids have missed out.

LiR

Sorrow said...

OH!
now see this is what I have been missing.
To tired to do much, but YOU
YOU I have missed.
Missed your realness and your humor.
Missed your twaddle and the antics of your bobbins.
Missed you.
So glad that you are pulling yourself along by your mismatched boot straps.
I shall save you a spot in the sand next to me so we can bury our heads in it together and let the rest of the world kiss our up in the air bums.
((((((M)))))))))
missed you
bunches

Frum Helen Back said...

A drunk Marmie is something I would have liked to see. There are times when I too would like to be drunk, but I've tried it and don't like spewing so have learned to deal with life. Not that I deal in a most appropriate and intelligent way mind you. But I've learned over the years that life goes on and will always have it's ups and downs. I'm so glad to just know that you are still with us and that you've discovered that you and your boys are wonderful and lucky that you have each other. Take care Marmie. Much love is coming your way from Hauser, Idaho.

Flowerpot said...

we've missed you Marmie! Glad you had a few drinks at least - you deserve them. And I echo what Elaine says. Here's to you, Marmie!

Sometimes Saintly Nick said...

Wow! Passing a 2 year course in 8 months is amazing for anyone! And with an operation wedged in... Wow!

Congratulations. my dear Ms. Toasty!

May 2010 bring you only grand and wonderful happenings!

Lisa said...

Well, Sweetie, now that you have finished your courses, could you come over to Doodleland and help me with my nursing studies?? I could take yer vital signs and make sure I don't kill ya!

Glad to have you back. Please stuff all of that shit in the back of the mental shelves where it belongs. Don't take it out again for a while, okay?

Finally, I hope that Jacob peed in the snow AFTER he squirmed around in it!!

AliceKay said...

Nice to see a new post from you. :)

Congrats on passing that course. Sure didn't take you long either. Way to go!

I'm glad you had a nice Christmas. It's the feelings we share that make the holiday what it should be.

We all have "shelves" where we'd like to stash some bad memories and thoughts. *gives you a hug* It's the good ones that will carry us thru the bad times.

Jacob is nuts!!!! LOL

basicliving@backtobasicliving.com said...

Awww, so nice to see you back here, Marmy! You are so amazing, for so many reasons. Finishing and passing a 2 year course in 8 weeks is certainly one of them! Put those bad things on that highest shelf. You deserve good thoughts and good times. XXXOOO

buffalodick said...

How to make a horemoan... you don't pay her! I always seem to be wishing you a better year, why don't you take my advice and have one? :)

Maggie May said...

Glad you had a good time over Christmas.
Congrats on the NVQ3! GREAT!

That lad lying in the snow is seriously disturbed!

Really glad that things are looking up for you now.
NEVER eat yella snow. DEFINITELY DON'T!

Nuts in May

jolie-jordan said...

Aha...you are alive. So glad you took a few minutes to write. It is so good to know that you have survived through these hard times you have been having. Our Christmas sucked this year so it is good to hear you and your lads had a good holiday even though you sound way over worked and tired out.

Congrates on passing your CCLDNVQ3. Such a lot of work. I think you should take a vacation. I cannot believe all the stuff you did for Halloween. I get tired out just reading about you ventures. I wish I had your energy. Lately I've really been dragging ass around here. Lucky to get some sewing and crocheting done.

I'm glad you liked the little package I sent. And your welcome, my friend.

Keep a smile and know that you are loved and thought of all of the time.
J-

jolie-jordan said...

Have you thought of getting Jacob in to visit a head doctor? That kid has gone over the bend. Or maybe you should take his trampoline away? LMAO
J-

Lulda Casadaga said...

I'm glad you are back and we all have been busy with crimbo crap and bustin out the champagne to send off another f'd up year and hoping that this one will be better!! I have a good feeling about this year...
Wishing you the best always!

Anonymous said...

Glad to see you are back. Quit apologizing already!

I hate that life has been hard - wish I could make it easier on you.

But one day, you will look at these memories on the shelves in your mind, opt not pull them out to go back over, and you will simply say, "I don't have to review or go back, I am stronger because of all of that."

You inspire me my dear over the ocean friend. I wish to share a cup of tea with you - and know I am thinking of you.

Tennesee Becky

Lena said...

CONGRATULATIONS on passing your course, Toasty! Never stop with quips and levity in paperwork (unless of course, you're an undertaker).... It's these daft wee personal additions that make all the difference.

MarmiteToasty said...

Ok, well its been one hell of a week, and I know I said Id do a crimbo post over the weekend, last week, but, I didnt actually say what weekend LOL I was gonna do it yesterday but our Tom is moving in the next few weeks and he wanted me to move some stuff for him in my big car and then one thing lead to another and time was getting on so instead of me coming home and rushing dinner, me, our Tom and Jacob and Toms girl Sammy said sod it and we went to the Royal Oak for Dinner, I had the most amazing lentil and spinach curry :) and Tom has a 12 oz steak (greedy git lol) Jacob had cow ribs and Sammy had the scampi....... and by the time I got in and sorted out lunch boxes for everyone for the morning and watched BB and a doodle programme about the drug lords in Mexico I was ready for bed...... so, hence, no crimbo post LMFAO

x

MarmiteToasty said...

~(((Anymouse Stickman)))~ Ive been so busy, had physio 3 yes THREE times last week and nippers before and after school and still trying to declutter the house and my life, so I didnt have much time for blobbing like I wanted to last week....xxxxxxxxxx

~(((((JeanneH)))))~ yep a shit year, but it did have splatterings of love and laughter mingled into it, and my dear blob maties were there to take the edge off the shit parts :)

Dont know how much time I will have this week, Ive got something lined up with the British Red Cross and that might take up much of my days between school runs.. I offered to do it for nuffin but they insisted they pay me, so what the hell lol....love you girl....xxxxxxxxx

MarmiteToasty said...

~((((Intense)))))~ :) my friends dog Basil did the yellow snow lmfao.... I can no longer squat LOL....xxxxxxxxxx

~(((((LIR)))))~ I LOVED the snow, maybe its cos I didnt really have to go out in it unless I wanted to.... wasnt worried about the little work I do have cos if the nippers didnt come I still got paid :).... and it also meant I had extras so it was extra month cos the schools were closed.... BRING BACK THE SNOW :)..

*ough* I AINT old enough to be your mum lmfao.... nor ya granny you cheeky bitch LMFAO....xxxxxxxx

MarmiteToasty said...

~((((((Sorrow)))))))~ Ive missed the blobbing world but its been one thing after another, and I aint really had much time to do much on line stuff, just the odd comment on facebook and thats been about it....

I have me taxes to do this week before I get fined for submitting them late lol.....

I do feel that the world can kiss my arse LOL.... I mean the shitheads etc... the materialistic people that are around here (meaning this village) they just DONT GET ME.... its not about 'things' or 'big tellies' or 'fancy homes' homes that one is to scared to walk on the carpet LMFAO.... Im not like them.... :) so let them kiss my arse LMFAO.... missed you bunches and bunches....xxxxxxxxx

MarmiteToasty said...

~(((((Frum Helen)))))~ well not actually totally drunk LMAO... just a tad very tipsy :) oh and I NEVER spew, cos that would be such a waste :) yep ups and downs and life goes on even if you wanna stand still or get off the roundabout....love ya girl...xxxxxx

~((((Flowerpot)))))~I LOVE strawberry wine lmfao.... cheers flowerpot to you and your dear blokie...xxxxxxx

MarmiteToasty said...

~(((((St Nick)))))~ well, I didnt know I had it in me to do me course lol.... may 2010 also bring you to love and laughter and better health....xxxxxx

~(((((Lisa))))))~ NO NO NO lmfao.... now, dont you remember me Twaddle post about me first aid training and all the nonsense then.... I dont think Im suited to the health service LOL.... xxxxxxxxxx

~((((AliceKay))))))~ yep, its the together times the on the same level times.... and even though my lads had the most amazing pressies that I managed to sort ;) and I equally got amazing pressies from them, its not about the pressies.. its about US.... I try and find me lads great things for crimbo though, cos they only have me to send them a gift, no father or aunties or uncles or grandparents ever send them pressies.... so it truely is just us....

yes Jacob and our Sam is nuts you wait until I get round to posting the other snow photos lmfao.....xxxxx

MarmiteToasty said...

~((((BasicLiving)))))~ nope no amazing in any shape or form lol.... :) xxxxxxxxx

~(((((((dear Buff))))))~ *shaking me head at the terrible joke* lOL... well this year has got to be better, thats 2 years in a row with major surgery.... surely there cant be anything else this year :)...xxxxxxxx

~((((((((MaggieMay))))))~ it was wonderful and fanks, the NVQ3 was quite indepth and Im glad its over, I might sell me portfolio on Ebay LMFAO....xxxxxx

MarmiteToasty said...

~(((((((((((Jolie))))))))))))~ sorry your crimbo sucked...... Ive sucked big time at sending cards etc this year, but you WERE and always are in my thoughts....

I do most certainly need a holiday, its been 2 years since I was in America and since then life has been such a struggle with 2 surgeries and 'stuff'..... maybe I will be able to get down to Cornwall this coming summer... I love Cornwall with a passion...

Your package brought tears of such love for you dear friend....

I cant take his trampoline away lmfao.... he would kill me :)..xxxxxxxx

MarmiteToasty said...

~((((LuldaCasadaga))))~ Stood on the top of Portsdown Hill on new year overlooking the Town of Portsmouth with about 2000 other people and watched millions of fireworks go off dead on midnight.... whispered a few goodbyes into the wind, closed a few doors.... and then got rat-arsed to clenase me soul LMFAO....xxxxxxx

~((((((Becky))))))))~ oh how great it would be to have a cuppa char with ya :)... one day aye...xxxxxxx

~((((((Lena)))))))))~ fanks matie.... do you know what, even if I was an undertaker I would still be me LMFAO.....xxxxxxxx

Toriz said...

Sorry I took so long to come back... I've been a bit of a bad blogger myself lately. Been good at getting posts up on my own blog, but not so good with checking other people's blogs.


Anyway, I'm glad you like the chicken. I've never made a chicken before, so that was my first ever hand made chicken. :)


Hope your weather's better now and you can get out and about.


Did you get my e-mail with the change of e-mail address?

Bina said...

I'm glad you had such a lovely Christmas! I don't understand why this JUST TODAY showed up in my reader. I mean, you posted it 10 days ago!

I am not surprised AT ALL that you had the lady laughing at your paper. You are one of the funniest blogs I have EVER read!

And good Lord Woman. That Jacob, in the snow naked?? My my. He DOES love his trampolene, huh? LOL LOL

The Mistress of the Moonlight said...

Hi Marmie, I know that you won't tell me BUT is there anything you need. I hear you worry about keeping a roof over your heads. Has the tosser put the screws to you for half the house? Please reach out. I don't have much and I do understand. Been there...lost the house because I had no help. M

Akelamalu said...

You know I've been away since the 13th Jan right? Glad to hear you had a good Christmas hon, you seem back on track now. You know I love ya don't ya? xx

Queenie Jeannie said...

So glad you're hanging in there!!! HUGS and congratulations on your certification!!!!!

LadyStyx said...

Congratulations on getting it all "done and dusted", I'm so very proud of you.

Yeah, I know the "taking the wrong things down" bit. Been doing that quite a bit the last several weeks. I need to go with the adadge of, those people didn't make it to your present for a reason...

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goatman said...

You are a tough biscuit to crunch alright, Mel. But you maintain an attitude of success and will pop to the top every time I predict. Congratulations on completing the course. I cannot imagine any course taking 2 years. I cannot remember for that long and would surely fail the final! And I am done taking tests in my life so your achievement will have to be lived by me remotely.

Please take care of you and the boys , be well as possible and take something happy off of those shelves for a change.

ciara said...

your boy is crazy! brrrr i'm freezing just looking at it. i'm sorry i haven't been around as much as i should be. life is a shit to get in the way of my blogging haha mel, all i can say is one thing: i love everything about you warts & all :0) i've decided that i might slowly be putting up pics of my kidlets on the blog. something you know i don't ever do. hubs said he doesn't see anything wrong as long as the context is not wrong haha whatever that means. anyways...you know i love you even if i'm not keeping in touch like i should be. xoxo

basicliving@backtobasicliving.com said...

I keep checking back to see if you've posted again - and I've got to tell you I chuckle out loud every time I see the yellow snow..... *snort* We miss you.......

Toriz said...

Just checking in to see if you're around... Guess not! :(

MarmiteToasty said...

((((((((Blobbers)))))))) Blimey where have that last few weeks gone.... sorry I didnt get back over that weekend with me crimbo post.... life aye..... been busy wheeling and dealing with things, mostly legal LMFAO a few not quite so :) - but hey, Im in survival mode big time.... havent had an aweful lot of computer time, as me lads computers are down so everyone is after using this one, and I dont see to of had an hour to sit and write proper.... and by the time the evenings come Im just totally exhausted, and its not through hard work, but brain work, robbing Peter to pay Paul or so the saying goes... but floating we are.... barely, our heads are 'just' bobbing above the water.....life aye.......if I hadnt of had the second knee replacement then except for the extreme pain, everything else job wise would be ok.... or, just if they hadnt of broken me femur which put me out of 'baby action' to long, then things would be ticking proper..... fuck it aye lol.... nuffin I can do about any of that now....anyways..

MarmiteToasty said...

~(((Toriz)))~ its ok..... Ive hunted and hunted me emails and cant find no new address :( maybe it went to me junk bin and I rarely read whats in there, I just delete, so please please resend me it :)

Tiz sunny today but oh so bitter cold, was snowing/hailing this morning but now just freezing and as I have no winter coat I have to freeze walking nippers to school and back...... praise the lord for a scarf and gloves LMFAO....xxxxxxxxxxx

~(((((Bina)))))))~ twas loverly and I WILL get around to posting about it... it will be the latest crimbo post in the history of blobbing LOL... blimey at you thinking Im funny, I dont try or mean to be, I just write what I get up to lol..... you wait til I get round to doing the 'snow' post LOL..... xxxxxxxx

MarmiteToasty said...

~(((((Mistress)))))~ each and every time I read your post, I sit here in tears....ok ok I give in, send me a couple of grand to tide me over LOL.... joking...... things will be what they are meant to be, all I can do is struggle through as best I can, something will turn up, or I will have a brain wave and all will be good with the world lol

No the house is mine, I bought him out a few years after he left, but he has lied and lied in court openly so he dont have to pay me the thousands and thousands he owes in child support and lied so he didnt have to support our youngest.... I went to court thinking the law was on my side... I truelly didnt know one could lie to blantently and get away with it... but, now I know, and so now I will deal with 'him' in my own way :) - and I'll tell ya what, I would NEVER go down the 'court route' in any given manner again about anything....

I nearly got done for comtempt of court, the judge was an arsehole and must of had a nasty divorce cos he was soooooooooo bitter LOL..... but, we live and learn... ((((Mistress)))) you have warmed the cockles of me heart...... I have a MEGA RICH sister that could lend me thousands and not even miss it.. I said lend not give LOL... fank you dear you... for your words... xxxxxxxxxxxx

MarmiteToasty said...

~((((Ake)))))~ your cruise looked amazing, Im well jealous of anyone travelling right now, I could so do with a change of scene, once again these 4 walls are driving me slowly insane.... lol ok, so, Im already insane, you dont have to rub it in :)....xxxxxxxxx

~((((((Queenie Jeannie))))))~ fanks matie.... hanging by a thread :) just dont cough LOL....xxxxx

MarmiteToasty said...

~((((LadyStyx)))))~ fanks :) Im a little proud of meself if truth be told.. yeah, Ive wittled any 'maties' here in life down to just a handful and a couple of them are for the chop lol......xxxxxxxxxx

MarmiteToasty said...

~((((((((((((Katy))))))))))))~ well bugger me, if it aint you for real :) - hope all is well, I will email this evening if I get the chance, most evenings I doze infront of the telly and am no use to man nore beast lol.... blimey, you mean I have to have a 'northener' on me faceache page lmfao ;)...xxxxxxxxx

MarmiteToasty said...

~((((((goatman))))))~ not as tough a biscuit as I use to be, but then thats my fault for letting certain people into my soul lol.... but its closed over now so slowly getting back to my well ard self :).... well the shelves, Ive had a good clear out with the rest of the rubbish in me life lol ......xxxxxxxxxx

~(((((ciara you old slagbag of a friend)))))~ you DONT love me bum warts LOL I saw the one pic of your lass :).... dont see the harm it in, she was fully clothed lol - yep and you know I love you and always will, we go back a long way girl :).......xxxxxxxxx

MarmiteToasty said...

~(((((basicliving))))))~ hopefully fingers crossed tomorrow or friday I will get the chance and the energy to sit and post, I need to put things down for me lads..... one dont know what happens in life, so need to write things down for my lads to know for the future.... me lads best friends father dropped dead last week, dead as a door nail and only 51 and he had no stress in his life, so it made me have the need to get things down....... xxxxxxxxxxx

~((((((Toriz)))))))~ love you.....xxxxxxxx

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Go Figure said...

MT: yellow snow? Now you tell me. HA!!!

PinkAcorn said...

I see I'm twaddling..bringing up the rear...I'm haven't blogged much myself, we all need a breather now and then! Sons and trampolines are a strange mixture...mine had a blast on theirs-wish we still had it, too!

buffalodick said...

Jebus H. Cripes on a bicycle! Post something! Don't make me forget you..I'm getting to an age where contact is needed!

The Mistress of the Moonlight said...

Sounds like you are doing better...love ur humor. Did I tell you that I sent a link to the BBC? Sorry, I probably should have asked your permission. I sent to something called "new ideas for a show". Do hope that they syndicate the blog...you are so kewl! Wouldn't that be wonderful!

Anyway, I better get off of here...I am supposed to be studying. I am sending you a link to my bookstore... Please don't hesitate to pass this along to your friends. I need the exposure...lol! Thanks, M

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Cazzie!!! said...

Haha, your life is as mad and hectic and awesome as mine.... we have something else in common...four kids, yayyy! I am not the only insane person in the World...and well, I am guessing we would not want life to be any other way..excepting for a few maids and chefs in the kitchen sometimes, lol.

Toriz said...

Hey, Toasty, sorry I've taken so long to get back, but I've just barely been keeping up with new posts and comments lately, and because of that keep not getting a chance to go and check on all blogs I follow.


Anyway, I'm sending you my e-mail again, let me know if you get it.


Hope you and your lads are doing OK.

Hugs xx

buffalodick said...

Forgetting the Buff? I miss you, and your comments... Hope all is getting better..

Lena said...

Just a quick Hello....XxX

MarmiteToasty said...

~((((((((Buff)))))))~ I have my own hench men LOL.....xxxxxxx

~((((((((((GoFigure))))))))))~ please say you aint nibbled on yellow snow lmfao....xxxxxxx

~(((((((((Pinkcorn))))))))~ the trampoline is well proper and we have always have a big trampoline in the garden for the past 22 years, years before they became fashionable :) its not one of those round play ones but a proper one :) ........xxxxxxxxx

~(((((((((Buff))))))))))~ I should be back on track now...... just so much going on and not going on, its been difficult to sit here in so many ways.... but I NEED to get things down for me lads... and hey, I would NEVER forget you so dont you go forgetting me lol......xxxxxxxx

~(((((Mistress)))))))~ OH MY GOODNESS, please tell me you didnt send anything to the BBC, they would of laffed it off and lobbed it in the bin, my life stories aint of any interest to anyone LOL.....

Hopefully I should be back on track now and start Twaddling again....

Life and physio and life and shitheads and life and physio have taken up my time...... even though I dont have any paid between school work, I dont seem to have any time....... trying to get the house together to possibly sell takes all me energy LOL - clicking on your amazon link :)....xxxxxxxx

~((((Cazzie))))~ welcome to the nut house lol....xxxxxxx

~(((((Toriz))))))~love you girl, and I promise to catch up with you and everyone else...... I have a lot of blob reading to do lmfao.....xxxxxxx

~((((Buff)))))~ miss you to..... just needed 'time' on so many levels.....xxxxxxxx

~((((((((Lena))))))))))~ I'll be doing the 'rounds' in the next few days.... if life allows.... fanks for sticking by me lol.....xxxxxxxxx

I DONT EVEN KNOW IF ANYONE IS HERE ANYMORE LMFAO..

oxo

In_spired said...

Hello, Mel...

It's been a while, but things (someday) will get better.(sooner than later...lol)

Hope you are doing o.k. You would be surprised at how often I think of you and wonder about you.

To repeat your last comment on my blog..."know that you are loved".


Take care, sweet girl...

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